as written on: Wednesday, March 18, 2009
titled as: much has been said.
I HAVE FINALLY DECIDED.
this blog has done too much for me.
too many rants and sadness and doom were shed.
and i feel so sad for it.
maybe... JUST MAYBE. its time for the life of the new.
imma try and turn it around. everything.
blog, I LOVE YOU. thank you for taking everything in for me.
you are my bestfriend. forever you will be.
i promise to always be back just for the sake
maybe... JUST MAYBE. its time for the life of the new.
imma try and turn it around. everything.
blog, I LOVE YOU. thank you for taking everything in for me.
you are my bestfriend. forever you will be.
i promise to always be back just for the sake
of remembering all those happy memories.
also the sad ones just to learn where not to step again.
BYE! XD
vamonos.
also the sad ones just to learn where not to step again.
BYE! XD
vamonos.
as written on: Thursday, February 12, 2009
sobrang wala na akong kwenta.
MANIWALA KA.
i'm not worth it.
as written on: Tuesday, February 10, 2009
EWAN KO.
amen.
Labels: kitkat
as written on: Thursday, February 5, 2009
titled as: "para akong 7 na naging 20 bigla"
we actually said things will go differently starting today.
so maybe it wouldn't.
BUT I HOPE IT WILL.
please God.
i have had too much of my apologizing to myself and to God and saying that it's not okay and that i'd do my best to make it stop and go a different direction. I DO WANT this change. but the stupid red eyed devil sucks the hell out of me. life was much easier back then when not a single part of me felt it. KADIRI. :'(
Labels: kitkat
titled as: 3-day madness.
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born.
A Death Certificate shows that we died.
Pictures show that we lived.
A Death Certificate shows that we died.
Pictures show that we lived.
I BELIEVE...
That just because two people argue,
that doesn't mean they don't love each other.
And just because they don't argue,
that doesn't mean they do love each other.
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change……
..and we do too.
..and we do too.
That no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
That true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
Same goes for true love.
That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.
That my best friend and I can do anything, or nothing,
and have the best time doing it.
and have the best time doing it.
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you,
when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had,
and what you've learned from them...
..and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.
and what you've learned from them...
..and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.
That no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
the world doesn't stop for your grief.
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
That you shouldn't be so eager to findout a secret.
It could change your life Forever.
Two people can look at the exact samething and see something totally different.
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
That even when you think you have no more to give,
if a friend cries out to you...... you will find the strength to help.
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything,
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything,
they just make the most of everything.
as written on: Monday, February 2, 2009
i'm not sure if i still want to convince myself that i'm an angel.
Labels: kitkat
as written on: Saturday, January 31, 2009
it's the last day of the month and maybe it's time i tell everybody that......
YES, I'M STILL ALIVE.
ANNUAL FAMILY-LOVE
batangas LA LUZ RESORT + tagaytay SONYAS GARDEN + family + taboo = LOVE.
its been 2 years since our last road trip vacation. soooooooooooo, my butt was kinda not used to it anymore.
HAPPY NEW YEAR
so far, this was the most energetic, crowdiest, happiest, loudest (not) new year ever. nakabawi ako sa friggin christmas ko. :DDD
MY PEE IS ORANGE
no. i don't wanna talk about it.
WELL. it IS the last day of january... and uhm... YEAH. things are... DIFFERENT. nung new year, i was kind of already thinking how great things will be going this year. but the month of januray told me that its just impossible to be the happiest girl on earth for 365 days.
so maybe nasa EXILE ako. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH. EXILE. uh-huh. that's a good one. i just died for a second there. i was hurt at GUMUHO ANG MUNDO KO and i was confused and shitty and moody AND NOBODY UNDERSTOOD WHY. actually, i didn't even want to explain to anybody for them to understand. because there's just this time in our lives that words ARE ABSOLUTELY NOT ENOUGH to explain how you feel. towards a lover, a friend, a family member... i can't even explain to God how i felt. pero okay lang. coz' i know he knows what i was going through. and i love Him for that. and i'm sorry for loving Him and not being able to show it much...
SO ANYWAY...
SARAH'S BACK!
IT'S JUNI'S BIRTHDAY!
CHEERY'S 18!
AND I'M PREGNANT! (okay joke)
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
.REMINDS ME OF.