as written on: Sunday, December 7, 2008
titled as: who said my birthday was over?
ACTUALLY, IT JUST STARTED.
pwede namang nananaginip lang ako nung nangyari ang lahat ng yun, pero hindi. i knew something was goin' on when momma asked me to go with her. pero iba yung nasa isip ko. i was stuck between the want of not hurting and disappointing him again OR the want of not rejecting mama cause' i know it would hurt to chooose him over her and the want of shopping (ofcourse. haha). it was a decision i knew i'd have to make sometime. and as i was on my way to tell her that i was goin' with her, she told me she prepared this surprise for me and she was so disappointed that i just had to ruin it for choosing something else. medyo magulo cause' ako lang ata nakakaintindi dun sa case. but it hurt me so much that there were so many things that night that i wanted to tell both of them. how much i love them. i never had the guts to blame God for it. kasi alam ko how much it was my fault and my thinking that made that decision. and just a few days before that, i was told to stop it when he disagrees with what i say and what i know is right. but i know how much God understands how hard it is for me to do that. BASTA. yun na yun. it was all my fault. for even thinking of choosing him/it. :)) and yes, i've learned my lesson. :D
i was much disappointed sa sinabi nila sa'kin. that why is it whenever they need me, i'd be like their superhero. but when it was my turn, it was more than hard to lift a finger. i understand that maybe, mahirap nga talaga. cause' i do experience that sometimes. or, maybe i ain't that important to them (dramaqueen). but one thing's for sure i do know those who are ready to give a bundle of effort just for me. AND. goodluck naman if all of them went. MATUTULOG KAMI NG NAKATAYO! so thanks anyways. =))
kahit no pillowfights and guy strippers and alcohol happened, IT WAS PAAARFEEEEEK. pinagpilitan naming ipagkasya sa aming mga tiyan ang limpak limpak na pagkain, naglaro kami ng strip 1-2-3 pass, nanuod kami ng horror movie na ibang klase ang epeks, nagproduce kami ng play (monologue, dialogue, tapsilogue), nagbabad kami sa h2o, nakagawa kami ng tatlong music bidyo, at huli sa lahat, GOODLUCK SA MGA MAKAKAKITA NG MGA LITRATO NAMIN. hehehe. >:) etc. etc. etc.
may mga oras na nagdrama ako at hindi makatulog. ang first word ko sa umaga ay ***. addict much? :)) kaya ata.... NILALAGNAT AKO NGAYON. at nabasag ko pa ng bongga ang thermometer namin. buti na lang may extra pa. sorry na. medyo notorious ako pag naghalo ang galit, tampo, selos, at lagnat e. pero wala na yun. sabi ko nga sa latter, it'll all follow through.... KEME LANG. :)) :p
soooooooo. sa hinaba haba ng post ko, gusto ko lang talaga magpasalamat naman (nanaman) kay MOMMA, kay father bobby, kay tita liza (BFF), at sa mga kaibigang walang humpay na nagmamahal.
soooooooo. sa hinaba haba ng post ko, gusto ko lang talaga magpasalamat naman (nanaman) kay MOMMA, kay father bobby, kay tita liza (BFF), at sa mga kaibigang walang humpay na nagmamahal.
I MAHALS YOU TOOOOOOOOO.
hinihingal ako sa haba ng post ko at sa tagal magupload ng mga litrato.
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
.REMINDS ME OF.
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