as written on: Saturday, December 27, 2008
titled as: different.
i've been a VERY good girl this year..... (NOT). this is why i think santa and God gave me a christmas to remember.
i'm not really into sharing things so let's make this short. in terms of my social status, i got a minus 1. family, uhh... he was late (AGAIN). my health isn't good, the world can tell, especially my family. which is the reason why i wasn't able to attend THREE christmas parties and i wasn't able to shop (with love that is). i cried out of humiliation and anger. ON THE SPOT. yes, christmas eve. but atleast there's one good thing about it. i think i'm inlove... THINK LANG AH. HAHAHAHAHA. gago. :))
hindi naman ako naging brat eh. i actually think i've been an angel. i've been working for a week. i lost big money, but i didn't burn the house down because of it. i played soccer with my little brother (i had intentions to). hindi ako nagreklamo about being so depressed coz' of my stupid weak body. ni hindi nga ako gumawa ng christmas list eh! kasi alam ko i have all that i need. BUT THE TRUTH IS.... i had this wish list in my head i just didn't have the time to put it down coz' i was too busy loving the world and being loved by it. i guess... thats it. for me. angel na ko nun. SHET. what a big fat devil.
but its true. what i said... i DO have everything. i don't know why i'm so pissed about being judged and being a victim of theft. i don't know why i have to hate him for being late. i don't know why i'm SO HUMILIATED to wear that stupid mask infront of my family. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. i should actually be thankful. all these people love me. I JUST KNOW IT. and somehow, somewhere... I'D GET MY ANSWERS. i just have to wait. it'll be worth the wait. i know it. i'm just being impatient and i'm just denying facts.
soooooooo, i'm gonna go wait and pack for tomorrows trip now.
maybe this'll be a good one for me. JUST MAYBE.
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
.REMINDS ME OF.
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