as written on: Sunday, November 23, 2008
the world never told me what birthdays really came with.
OKAY. i'm super duper distracted sa paramore music ko and the pictures and all the wonderful greetings. hindi ako makapag entry ng maayos.... :))
at 12:15am of the 24th of november, hindi ko na kinaya ituloy itong blog entry ko. super distracted with everything.
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at 3:34pm of the 30th of november, I JUST CAME BACK FROM ECHO!
and i say... 18years and God proves..... HE LOVES ME MORE THAN I EVEN KNOW IT. at kung hindi niyo yan nakikita sa buhay niyo.... EHEHEHE. EWAN KO SA'YO.
so maybe hindi nga ako si PERFECT LITTLE PRINCESS of my mommy, and my daddy, and my brothers, and my friends, and my love, and of God. YUP. bakit? if i was this girl i say i'm not, will they love me for who and what and where and how i am, and will i have a reason to love them back? God chose me to be the Pau that likes guys and loves a guy and eats donuts and icecream and coke float when the money and the shit mood is available and kicks ass and loves a jackass and curse and moan and EVERYTHING THAT I AM. and on the 23rd and 30th of November of the year 2008..... HWALALALALALALALALALALALA... i know things and yet i don't know more than i know. which is why God is here and which is why i am in the Way. (wala na din akong maintindihan sa mga sinasabi ko. NAMAN. hahaha.) but you know, YOU, whoever you are na nagbabasa ng blog ko, BELIEVE ME, you go girl!! :)))))
my friends surprised me. sa maniwala kayo't hindi, sa isang lugar punong-puno ng germs at ng mga taong nagdadalamhati... CINELEBRATE NAMIN ANG BIRTHDAY KO. sa kwartong may isang babaeng bagong opera... YES, MEDICAL CITY. :DDD and who would've thought na almost everybody who made that big change in my life was there. OH SAN KA PA. yan ang priceless!!! i still can't get over it. and i still can't get over the fact that i spent this entire day with someone who never gave up on me and i wish will never ever forever. coz i do love love love love you and the world coz this happened. and coz you happened.
and i'm not ready to exchange that for anything. :)
WAAY-NI. :DDD
SOSYAL. ANG LANDI KO. :))
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
.REMINDS ME OF.