as written on: Sunday, November 23, 2008
the world never told me what birthdays really came with.
OKAY. i'm super duper distracted sa paramore music ko and the pictures and all the wonderful greetings. hindi ako makapag entry ng maayos.... :))
at 12:15am of the 24th of november, hindi ko na kinaya ituloy itong blog entry ko. super distracted with everything.
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at 3:34pm of the 30th of november, I JUST CAME BACK FROM ECHO!
and i say... 18years and God proves..... HE LOVES ME MORE THAN I EVEN KNOW IT. at kung hindi niyo yan nakikita sa buhay niyo.... EHEHEHE. EWAN KO SA'YO.
so maybe hindi nga ako si PERFECT LITTLE PRINCESS of my mommy, and my daddy, and my brothers, and my friends, and my love, and of God. YUP. bakit? if i was this girl i say i'm not, will they love me for who and what and where and how i am, and will i have a reason to love them back? God chose me to be the Pau that likes guys and loves a guy and eats donuts and icecream and coke float when the money and the shit mood is available and kicks ass and loves a jackass and curse and moan and EVERYTHING THAT I AM. and on the 23rd and 30th of November of the year 2008..... HWALALALALALALALALALALALA... i know things and yet i don't know more than i know. which is why God is here and which is why i am in the Way. (wala na din akong maintindihan sa mga sinasabi ko. NAMAN. hahaha.) but you know, YOU, whoever you are na nagbabasa ng blog ko, BELIEVE ME, you go girl!! :)))))
my friends surprised me. sa maniwala kayo't hindi, sa isang lugar punong-puno ng germs at ng mga taong nagdadalamhati... CINELEBRATE NAMIN ANG BIRTHDAY KO. sa kwartong may isang babaeng bagong opera... YES, MEDICAL CITY. :DDD and who would've thought na almost everybody who made that big change in my life was there. OH SAN KA PA. yan ang priceless!!! i still can't get over it. and i still can't get over the fact that i spent this entire day with someone who never gave up on me and i wish will never ever forever. coz i do love love love love you and the world coz this happened. and coz you happened.
and i'm not ready to exchange that for anything. :)
WAAY-NI. :DDD
SOSYAL. ANG LANDI KO. :))
as written on: Friday, November 14, 2008
nasa retreat ngayon si kapatid. tapos tinext ko siya kasi.....
pau: panget yung nagnakaw ng takip ng toothbrush ko.
ado: Aylabyutoo. Haha. Peram muna ko. Wahahahahahaha. :))
YUP. NINAKAW NIYA. ninakaw ng magaling kong kapatid yung takip ng toothbrush ko. eh sobrang O.C. (Obsessive Coconut) pa naman ako sa toothbrush ko. minsan, sa sobrang pagprotect ko nun sa mga ipis na gumigimik sa bahay lalo na pag gabi, dinadala ko yun sa sarili kong gimik. YES. may dala akong toothbrush pero walang toothpaste. kasi di ko naman siya ginagamit pag dinadala ko siya eh. pinoprotect ko lang. HAHAHAHAHA. so ayun. nakwento ko lang. kasi masyado kong dinibdib yung pagkuha ni Ado sa takip e. gusto pa niya ibalik sa'kin. EH MAY MOUTH GERMS NIYA NA YUN.
at in LAB ako ngayon. as in, nasa loob ako ng laboratory. CORNEEEEEH. :)) some moments are just so perfect kahit na tabula rasa lang ang lahat. pati ang utak ko. hahaha. i can imagine being a lola and having someone to hug tight and hold on to. ACHUCHUCHUUUUUUUUUUUUU. kinilig naman ako dun. YAK. haha. sige na nga. basta. masama na ko. pero... AYIIIIIIIIII. tama na. kadiri na eh. =))
GOODLUCK TOMORROW. o ye. :D
as written on: Thursday, November 13, 2008
i'm just a little too pissed with myself for keeping up with all of it. someone's supposed to be telling me everything i should be doing right now. i need someone who KNOWS EVERYTHING and knows how i feel para masabi sa'kin the exact words i want to hear so that i'd do it. hindi ko lang kasi ginagawa coz' i don't have anybody else to blame if i give it all up and end up crying and hurting a lot more. plus, I JUST CAN'T. sobrang simple. i wish he'd be more of doing than saying. and saying less and doing more.
i feel so used and so useless.
if i was to make a birthday wish list...... that may actually COME TRUE.
ABAAAAAAAAA. lulubus-lubusin ko na! pero.. asa pa. sige na nga. i wish for pagmamahal at pagunawa nalang sa buong world. alam mo yung WORLD PIECE? ay. PEACE? nako. let's make tawa nalang. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so konyo ha. :))
OKAY. so nababaliw na ko sa TTH schedule ko. tae! masaya ba ang 5 subjects na sunod-sunod at walang break? ang saya saya! nakakahyper ang walang kain! nakakatunaw ng utak! yung feeling ng... ay sheeeet. di ko pa maexplain. tas pasok labas pa ko sa...... SA AIRCONDITIONED ROOM. hindi ko matanggap e. pero tanggap ko na. ano daw? hahaha. BALIW NA KO! TUESDAY! THURSDAY! MAAWA NA KAYO! PLEASE.
may gift ako sa sarli ko. pero secret na yun. :D
at ang gwapo gwapo gwapo gwapo gwapo gwapo gwapo gwapo ni ano. GAAAAAH. my heart goes....
"bakit ngayoooooooooooooon ka laaaaaaaaaaaaaang. dumating sa" *screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech* BAWAL! BAD! =))
as written on: Monday, November 10, 2008
he: soooo. no hard peelings na ha?
YEHEY. nasabi ko na ang lahat ng kinayang sabihin ng dirty mouth ko full of reklamo.
let's reset and then.... EHHHHHH. uulit ulit. :
monday: okay. so, nagpahatid ka sa st.mary's para i-meet si van at magpuntang trinoma, magpalibre ng lunch, mabigyan ng SHOKLITS (salamat tay), bumili ng CORONA GREEN TEA, magkape, magtimezone, makita at makahalubilo si nara, kumanta ng sintunado, at bumili ng isang notebook. nagsayang ka nanaman ng pera at ng oras. so ito nalang ang trip mo sa buhay mo EVERY MONDAY?
she: basta nakita't nakasama ko si chies, si tay, ang hinahangaan ko, at ang kalahati ko.... THEN TIME AND MONEY EVERY MONDAY IS WORTH WASTING. :) *ibig sabihin hindi na wasting yung term* :))
currently pretending that there are so many new and amazing things happening in my life. :DDD
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
.REMINDS ME OF.
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