as written on: Friday, October 31, 2008

kakakuha ko lang ng tatlong grades ko out of my six subjects. find them not very high or not very low. pero dun sa isa.... WOOOOOOOOOOOOW. thought it was past impossible to get a grade like that. considering how much i lacked being present in class. di ako makapaniwala. nyarr. thanks sir ted. lol. TED. :))

so, i computed all these + the 3 pa. i need to get 2.25 or higher dun sa 3 para hindi lumagpas yung GWA ko ng 2. [I HAVE AN EXCUSE PARA MAGING GC]... kasi probi ako. my target GWA is 2.25 actually. but 2 is better. haha. wala lang.

tapos syempre... icconnect ko to' sa buhay. HAHAHAHAHA. sana ang buhay, onting compute lang, ALAM NA. tae. so pinagpilitan ko talagang magconnect siya. =)) but yes, i really need to compute things and find out WHY. whyyyyyyyyy. i'm a friend. and baka that's all i will ever be sa'yo. SO I REALLY NEED TO KNOW WHYYY. para i'd go with you without worries. alam mo naman ako. i just.... can't. :p

whatever. who cares anyway.

i had fun last night. :D kelangan ko lang talaga malaman kung until where i can handle myself. very bad.

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIES AND PINGPONG. :DDD

and oh, HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEEFOL.

as written on: Monday, October 27, 2008

"affection is desirable,

money is indispensable."

sumabog ang utak ko sa pilit na pagintindi sa napakalalim na bokabularyo nito. well, yehessss. i understood the story, pero kahit bingi siguro maiinitindihan to'. kasi wala talaga akong naintindihan sa mga sinasabi nila. pati pronunciation halimaw e. i feel so bobo na tulooooy. HAHAHAHA. ahymghaaaad. PERO IT WAS VERY NIIIIICE. not that kilig-ish and tear-ish. i don't know why. but it's very nice. i highly recommend it to people with good vocabulary. =)) i kinda watched it early this morning. mga 1am. coz i couldn't sleep AGAIN. or maybe that's why hindi nagsink-in yung words. kasi sobrang sabaw ako. like this... o_O :))


i should really put effort sa pag-fix ng body clock ko. SERYOSO. okay. i go try now. BAI.

THERE'S SOMETHING DEFINITELY WRONG WITH ME. sorry na. you know who you are. BITCH KA PAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. go to sleep. shitangina talaga ng wooooorld. PWEDE BA. it just all comes back to me at hindi ko na din alam e. parang, AY OKAY. i just think and think and think that before all this, i cried less and i laughed more and i had more time and more money and MORE EVERYTHING. and now. i can't believe i gave everything up just to keep myself up all night thinking about why i'm such a bigass sa buhay ng iba. parang ang laking epal ko para lang masira ang buhay niya at magulo ang utak niya. AND GUESS WHAT, THE FEELING IS MUTUAL HUNNY. it kills BIGTIME to love you, you arrogant selfish asshole.

as written on: Saturday, October 18, 2008

HAY GRABE.

i'm so sick of everybody getting sick.

hindi ko maintindihan kung anong meron kay VAN but she's feeling very very bad and palagi siyang may fever for the past week. the doctor says she has the first symptoms of pneumonia.

CHEE, confined sa medical city for more than a week na din kasi kinatay yung paa niya ng doctor. AND YEEAAAAAH. wala akong guts na tingnan yung ankle niya the other day, pero mukha daw chicken nuggets before the operation sabi nila trish. after healing, she'll go back to have ANOTHER operation wherein tatanggalin yung balat niya sa thigh at ililipat sa ankle. SHET. :l ay okay. OA lang siguro yung pagkakasabi ko, pero, SHET TALAGA. i'm going there tomorrow to take care of her dahil NAPAKA-LAKING TULONG NG PAMILYA NIYA. i hope its not just the money na iniisip nila. :(

tissue and juice. MAMA's been needing these for 5 days now. nahawa kasi ako kay keeno, tapos nahawa siya sa'kin. i'm sorry. so, di siya maka-work. and she feels really REALLY bad. FLUUUUUUUUUUU. and i can't do anything about it except do everything she asks me to... or sometimes hindi din.

now, kakauwi lang ng tatlong gala kong brothers from their brotherhood bonding. and may fever si ADO. GREAT.

and my beloved's feeling bad din dahil sa scolarship. although that doesn't really count. but yeah, it still does.

AY NAKO. ARE PRAYERS REALLY ENOUGH?

as written on: Wednesday, October 15, 2008

SEMBREAK NAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA!!!

LALALALALALALLALALAAAAAAAALALALA. :DDDD

as written on: Tuesday, October 14, 2008

humahanap lang ako ng reason para mag-blog. kasi ang katangi-tanging nakasulat sa term paper ko for the last 1 hour and a half ay....

PAGUIA, Anna Pauline D.
2008 -78667
English 1
Mam. Mary Grace Conception

may mararating pa kaya ako? o sadyang forever nalang akong sinisipon at inuubo na parang bawat singa ko nilalabas ko paunti-unti ang utak ko. YUCK.

kasi i've been a bit emo the past few days and i find it very aweful to blog about kasi babalikan ko yung entries na to' after 10 years at iisipin kong puro nalang ako reklamo sa mundo kaya pala ang panget lalo ng buhay ko. but you know, my life isn't that bad.... i think. compared naman sa mga taong walang makain, matulugan, mapag-aralan..... OKAAAAAY. ako na ang may pakialam. pero may pake talaga ako. i care so much that i plan so much and never make anything happen. THE WORLD'S WAITING FOR YOU PAU! GO CHANGE IT! and i say, "waaaaaiiiiit laaaaaaang. inaantok pa ko eeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."

ako nga, di ko mabago sarili ko eh. pano pa kaya ang mundo? tito bobby's priesthood ordination has been everything to my mom for the past month. why? PEOPLE, TITO BOBBY WAS ONCE A DRUG LORD, PORN ADDICT, AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU CALL A MAN WHO WANTED TO RUIN HIS LIFE AND HIS FAMILY'S LIFE JUST FOR FUN. AND NOW, HE'S A PRIEST. my mom's a witness sa change na ito. so, you say its impossible? IT'S POSSIBLE. COKE ZERO. joke. :)) ayun nga... God managed to change this man. ako pa kaya? no offense but, i'm not as worse a this man right here. nagdadrama lang talaga ako about what trish and rai said about me. and nagdadrama ako not because i disagree, but because i ABSOLUTELY AGREE. okay, oa ko na talaga. EMO EMO EMO.

i just want to prove that this is not the girl i want to be. i want to be... COMPLETE.

AND I WANT TO COMPLETE THIS FRIGGIN PAPER.

as written on: Thursday, October 9, 2008

today was technically not my last day of school. kasi meron pa akong paper due 7am tomorrow, 20 pictures to be developed for my bonus points, term paper, revised journals, and a departamental exam on wednesday. but it kinda is. or maybe naghahanap lang ako ng reason kung bakit kami nagcelebrate kanina. :))

as written on: Tuesday, October 7, 2008

ONCE UPON A TIME.....

nakapasok ako sa college of law! *insert amazed face here dahil mukha siyang PGH at dahil mababaw ako* to borrow this random philippine constitution book for my very very ngarag friend, BANISA. :D
thank you very much mr. franz oliver casclang sa iyong tourist-talent for bringing me around the campus just to get back a few feet from where we started. adventure!

it's also the first time that nagshop kami ni mama for her ONLY. SO, PROUD. uh-huh. yes yes yes! tapos we bought nescafe and i kinda got all hyper and kept on laughing til' the time we got home. HAAAYYYY COFFEE. you make me tipsy. kasi yung demo salesman ehh. benta. IM me for more details. :p

I LOVE MY MOMMY. especially when she's all annoyed with me when i'm like that tapos she likes it. :))

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALJIE TORDE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMICA LOPET

ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK AMUL

walalang. there's nothing excite-able happening in the world right now except that EVERYBODY'S DYING emotionally, physically, MENTALLY, and spiritually. so i blog very boring and random entries. excuse that.

GOODNIGHT DYING BEINGS. :)

TEH, MAY RUGBY BA TAYO?

as written on: Monday, October 6, 2008

"ganto kasi yan...

pag pumapasok tayo ng monday,

hindi talaga handa ang mga utak natin mag-isip."

YES. sumabog ang brains namin sa CWTS ONE. whyyy? cwts was never supposed to be a subject that involves thinking especially kapag si sir tex ang prof. but then, inipon niya ang lahat ng powers niya at pinasabog ang kanyang kapangyarihan......

*BBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM*

as written on: Sunday, October 5, 2008

CHEVER.

i'm still annoyed. pero okay lang. i think forever na ako magiging asar with her and maybe that's the whole ACCEPT and YOU'LL GROW BECAUSE OF HER part. the community's always been there to listen and accept me. siguro its the vice-versa thing. i still love her though. i love them all. :)

and CONGRATULATIONS ATE ANABEEEELLLLLL! i love love love your babyyyy. after everything she's gone through, she so deserves to be the happiest mommy in the whole wide world that day her baby was born. nyarrrr. :3

and i dearly pray for anne and argel's situation. i love you guys..

and i love MAMA MIA!!!!!

and i don't know how many times i've said LOVE. but i love. :D


and i hate to. but i have to go be productive now. yeah yeah. WHATEVER.