as written on: Friday, August 22, 2008

it really bothered me. so much that i found myself not sleeping very well. pero okay lang. sleeping isn't really my thing na din naman e. so okay lang na it bothers me. medyo normal na. just that i keep on thinkin about it and MEDYO SOBRANG annoyed na ko sa sarili ko kasi parati nalang.. PARATI NALAAAANG. iba na yun e. hahaha. so pwede ba. can i please try to stop my mind now? NOOOOW. pero wag din. mahirap na.

tapos i just can't stop loving all those people who love loving me and my listening sessions. random. :))

and i love the WYD peefol. waiiii? i just never thought. NAKANAAAAANG. ang landi. sobrang great peefol and they'd never fail to make you laugh. how nice. (lalo na si mio. very entertaining. lol.) and and and.... two of them have THE COOLEST NAMES!!!!!

PAUL EUSEBIUS KLEINER CHENG

PIERRE PATRICK NAPOLEON OMEGA

ang bongga? random ulit. :D

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we went on field trip to tagaytay yesterday. and not only was it a waste but it made me cry.

never will i get what happiness it brings to them to be like that. hindi naman ako ganun katanga to not know what the intentions are eh. i'm depressed kasi i'm so sick of people treating me that way. even though hindi ko alam if how i feel about the situation is correct, or i'm just assuming. i know there's something definitely wrong. and if i am right, shit, wala padin akong magagawa because i have all the reasons to not do anything about it.

HELP ME GOD. :'(

as written on: Tuesday, August 19, 2008

kasi nga sabi ko kinikilig ako eh. so, ano ngayon? :))


looking for the blind was NOT that easy. we had to go to quiapo and greenhills to find NOTHING. and to buy.... PAMAYPAY. pretty green one.


HONG GONDO GONDO NOMON NONG DATE NOMEEEEN. parang nasa luneta lang. and not a day i'm ready to forget. GO QUIAPO! GO NINOY AQUINO! :))


i hope mahanap ko na si koya today. dahil pagod na ko. wag siyang magpapakipot dahil siya nalang din itong nakikipag-EYEBALL. HAHAHA. sige koya, see you later! i'll wear yellow ha!. look for me!. =))


ang walang kwenta ng post ko. ang hyper ko kasi eh. di ako nakatulog kagabi. :p

as written on: Friday, August 15, 2008

oh those moments.......

I LOVE YOU WORLD. :)

as written on: Monday, August 11, 2008

the devil goes double time on him. and it actually goes triple on me. wonderful.


and oh, it gets better. MAY EXCUSE SIYA EH.



just when things go good for me...
really, a smile has its share trade of tears talaga.
ALL HAIL THE LONELY GIRLS OF THIS WORLD!
YOU'RE SOOOO GOOD WITH THIS, and so, I PITY YOU.

as written on: Sunday, August 10, 2008

whatever there is. hindi enough. AS IN HINDE. i think we're okay. and sometimes "okay" isn't really enough. pero okay lang. i think mas better yun than forcing it to be the best ever. so in short: not enough is okay? answer that for me.

and what's with the thing that makes me go "ahhhh. ganun pala siya." so it's like, i'm just letting it be that way. kasi that's how she is. and that's how i am. but then what happens? knowing that there's REALLY something wrong and not doing anything about it. oh pano naaaa. pitik-bulag nalang. cover your eyes, guess the number and then try again. you can't just keep on guessing in life, DEMMIT.

i promised myself something. so to keep it or not: FLIP A COIN.

and since all is going well with... uh. yeah that. i shall keep on going.

THANK GOD. tumayo lang ako to open the fan then when i looked, IT WAS THERE STARING AT ME LIKE WAITING FOR ME ALL IT'S LIFE. sheeeeet. :))

as written on: Friday, August 8, 2008

NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS MOVIE.
ah okay ang loser ko that i watched it super late. but ATLEAST I DID.
so whoever's not interested and too lazy to watch. DEMN YOU. :p
super pugi ni batman and joker was like... SOOO GOOOD. CRAZY GOOD. :D

i kinda did something very stupid and mind draining today. WHYYYY.

everything's just going so wrong the past days. specifically nagstart nung wednesday. there's just something talaga e. maybe it's the skin. labo. :))

I JUST NEED PRAYERS BADLY. roommate, TRADE TAYO PAYERS HA? :)

hindi ko din alam bakit ang daming naka-capitalize.

i shall now go propose to a miracle.

goodnight.

i've been such a sleeping beauty.

WALALANG.

yesterday i got home ng 2:30pm. i slept. and planned to wake up at 4pm. and yes, i woke up at.... 4AM.

so maybe, maybe lang 15minutes of sleep isn't my thaaaang. HAHAHA. geog kasi parang gags eh.

why did i even think i could handle such a test?!???? I NEED PEOPLE TO FREE ME AGAIN. :))

not that any of you are intersted in what i'm saying or in free-ing me. :p

so mika, i'm sorry i wasn't able to see you in uniform. ULITIN MO NALANG! para cool. hahaha.

I HAS CRUSH! but i hates him. kasi he's all *arrow pointing upward* and im all --- . LABOOOO. :))

and i kinda miss people. :'(

nakakaasar pa that when i visited marys tapos... TANG.. kasi naman e. why so mean? parang, what the hell did i ever do to youuuuu. duhhhh. i wish you never said a thing. or whatever.

I'M SO EXCITED FOR TRISH'S BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAYYYYY!! akkhhhhhhhh. this is the only thing that would make me all stressed and hectic but super happy at the moment. YAYS. gaga ka trish nagdrama ka pa. pakipot. :D

as written on: Wednesday, August 6, 2008

agi: bakit, sino ba sila?

pau: mga crush yan ng bayan. the hunks. hahaha.

agi: crush mo ba yun van?

van: ha? hindi ah.

pau: bakit? bayan ka ba?

van: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. GAGO.


ANG BABAW NI BAL. I THANK YOU. :))

as written on: Sunday, August 3, 2008

OR WORSE: YOU MIGHT MARRY ME.

do you have any idea what you're doing? something wrong.

but not anything worse than what i did and what i am actually doing.

so if ever you're mad at me, i deserve that.

just don't be the reason for..........

charlie green is on TV! GAAAAAAH. *heart* :D

as written on: Friday, August 1, 2008

it was more of like... so what!?

BIG MISTAKE. but maybe it wasn't. sometimes what you thing "the will" is, isn't really "the will". and what you think you "feel" isn't really what you "feel". the question is... HOW DO I KNOW?! crazy bitch. hahaha. sabi nga ni trish eh. there are things you must do, like hurt someone in order to correct the mistakes you did. eh what if di nga mistake yuuuuun. DUHHH. i think it wasn't. hindi lang tamang oras. naatat kasi ako eh. TANGA. hahaha. like i see it, pinagtatawanan ko lang as of now. oha. parang akala mo wala lang noh. DEYMN.

i want to go back to The Land of the Fasavalu's and be worry free once again. plus be with my ever-so-beloved fr. sebastian and random bus driver. LOVETH. :))

i'm just so happy that i still get to meet up with my lovely and pugi bitches to make me less confuzzled about it all. THANKS FOR FREE-ing ME MARVIIIIN. lol. :D