it went the other way around.
at a moment there, i thought every dying moment gives something precious in the end. WRONG. all these blessings would kill me in the end. WRONG AGAIN. actually. no, hindi ko alam kung anong trip ng mundo sakin ngayon. pero kung naghahanap kayo ng tamang definition ng "MALAS", it's PAU.
to those of you who have NO IDEA what's been going on with me. it's this:
i'm scheduled to leave for the World Youth Day at Australia on July14-25. taking away 2weeks of school. i already gave out my letters of leave sa mga naggagandahan at kagwapuhang professors (baka sakaling mabasa eh). they all approved my leave and some asked me to do requirements in "lieu" of this. everything was planned and perfect. but last wednesday JUST HAD TO HAPPEN. i went home from a date with my lovers. went to lola's, and realized na TAKTE, MAY CHICKENPOX DIN AKO. which again takes my almost 2weeks of school away. AND OH YEAH, DID I MENTION!? MAY CONTRACT AKO SA UP CD. TO GET A GWA OF 2.25. henyo lang ako taong makakakuha ng 2.25 ng hindi pumapasok ng 4weeks. if i fail to do this, goodbye UP for me. SO YES. that's the world's plan for me.
in the first place, i shouldn't have forced myself to get into such a school that i don't deserve. pinagpilitan pa kasi eh, diba. sana nakuntento nalang ako. almost all the fluids in my body left me last night just thinking about what could have been and what could be.
i'd be honest, nothing positive comes into my mind right now except that a whole lot of people love me and are willing to help me get through this. all i pray for is that all their love and effort's gonna be worth it.. :(
PLEASE PRAY WITH ME.
thanks to mika din pala. this made me feel a bit better. LOVEYOU ROMMATE.
i could lol at this all day. try mo. :D
medyo inimbento ko lang yung titles. just havin' fun. :D