as written on: Monday, June 30, 2008


it went the other way around.
at a moment there, i thought every dying moment gives something precious in the end. WRONG. all these blessings would kill me in the end. WRONG AGAIN. actually. no, hindi ko alam kung anong trip ng mundo sakin ngayon. pero kung naghahanap kayo ng tamang definition ng "MALAS", it's PAU.

to those of you who have NO IDEA what's been going on with me. it's this:
i'm scheduled to leave for the World Youth Day at Australia on July14-25. taking away 2weeks of school. i already gave out my letters of leave sa mga naggagandahan at kagwapuhang professors (baka sakaling mabasa eh). they all approved my leave and some asked me to do requirements in "lieu" of this. everything was planned and perfect. but last wednesday JUST HAD TO HAPPEN. i went home from a date with my lovers. went to lola's, and realized na TAKTE, MAY CHICKENPOX DIN AKO. which again takes my almost 2weeks of school away. AND OH YEAH, DID I MENTION!? MAY CONTRACT AKO SA UP CD. TO GET A GWA OF 2.25. henyo lang ako taong makakakuha ng 2.25 ng hindi pumapasok ng 4weeks. if i fail to do this, goodbye UP for me. SO YES. that's the world's plan for me.

in the first place, i shouldn't have forced myself to get into such a school that i don't deserve. pinagpilitan pa kasi eh, diba. sana nakuntento nalang ako. almost all the fluids in my body left me last night just thinking about what could have been and what could be.

i'd be honest, nothing positive comes into my mind right now except that a whole lot of people love me and are willing to help me get through this. all i pray for is that all their love and effort's gonna be worth it.. :(

PLEASE PRAY WITH ME.


thanks to mika din pala. this made me feel a bit better. LOVEYOU ROMMATE.
i could lol at this all day. try mo. :D

sounds like somebody i know
MAINGGIT KA SAKANYA.
gusto mo pumatay ng conyo?

medyo inimbento ko lang yung titles. just havin' fun. :D
10:29 AM | 2 comments

as written on: Sunday, June 29, 2008



some things happen... JUST TO RUIN EVERYTHING.















i just hope it doesn't end there.
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. thanks.
ILYGAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZ. :D
12:24 AM | 0 comments

as written on: Thursday, June 26, 2008


YES.
ITS NOT EVEN WORTH WRITING.
DUH.

pwede ko nang imura lahat ng mura sa mundo.

11:01 AM | 0 comments

as written on: Tuesday, June 24, 2008



anybody with this feeling is normal:


nasa jeep. at nakikinig sa musika. YUNG NAKAKABINGI. hindi dahil metal ito. pero dahil sa sobrang lakas ay nanginginig ang buong jeep lalo na sa bandang pwit mo. tapos, titingin ka sa malayo. at mararamdaman mong... para kang nasa MTV. hahahahaha! :))


ang saya. diba?


walalang. homesick na ko. TAE.
pano pa kaya sa 14.
i'm such a baby. that's no lie.
so GOD, as much as possible.
please bring my normal life back. :S
ILOVEYOW! :D
9:25 AM | 0 comments

as written on: Friday, June 20, 2008


june 18, 2008

LABNAKITA.

starts here.
never ends.
hopefully. WEEEH? hi friends. :D

9:22 AM | 2 comments

as written on: Friday, June 13, 2008



FOUR OUT OF A THOUSAND.


1. PUERTO GALERA last 060808-060908.

with the tolentino and clemino family. GREAT but i got darker. >_<

pictures sa multifoolay. click away kung contact kita. :D
behind the rocks.
huling hirit.



2. IT'S ME, A FRESHIE. AGAIN.

hindi ako makakapagsalita ng patapos. but, i could say that my first day was better here than before. dahil noon, NEGATIVE ZERO FRIENDS AKO. atleast before the first day, i already met people. but i'd have to undergo this same process for 6 subjects. walk in the classroom - look around - smile at my seatmate - wait for him/her to smileback - ask if i was in the right room - and if lucky, he/she answers back and asks me another question which will apparently make us friends. no, aquaintances (spell check). if he/she doesn't answer, i'm dead. unless another persona does the same process on me. :D


3 "THE POX".

night at puerto, keeno got sick. day AFTER puerto, we found out he had THE POX.
whatta timing. eh sana kung summer diba. but nooooo. THE EXACT FIRST DAY OF CLASSES, a tiny pimple-like shape pops out of his body. as people know, just the thought of chicken pox makes me wanna die. first off, I NEVER HAD IT. so, if ever i had it NOOOW, these things are bound to happen: i take a leave from school, which is NOT allowed to happen because i'm leaving on july. my mom would be throwing away LOTS OF MONEY. and, i'd get bruises all over my body. AND MY FACE. GAAAAAAAAAAH. *dies* since i was this paranoid about the situation, mama had me vaccined last 3 months i think. i had two. so tita inday said there's ALOT LESS possibility that i catch the infection.

but to be sure, i had to stay away from home for 2 weeks or so... :(
so since tuesday until the pox is gone, i'm an adopted child of the DANS-es. :)

i love staying there. kasi at home, i have three brothers. there, i have three sisters! or not. okay mali. 2 sisters and a brother. IT'S REALLY COMPLICATED.
but i miss my family. :( though i'm at bridges right now. so, yey. :D
i just pray that staying away from home becomes worth it.


4. I KNOW I'M NOT READY, BUT I THINK I AM. LOVE ADVICE PLEASE? :DDDDD

GAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i have to REALLYYYY think about this. kasi naman ikaw e. TAE KA.

10:53 AM | 2 comments

as written on: Saturday, June 7, 2008



SIGE LANG. REKLAMO.

NAWALA AKO. naligaw. dumayo sa isang lugar na akala ko mas dadali ang aking buhay.
so onga naman. nagkakamali ang mga tao. nagkakamali ng akala.
pero sa tingin ko naman, hindi pagkakamali ang pagsubok ko sa bagong lugar na ito.
SANA SA SIMULA LANG TALAGA TO'.

the days that i had to leave home EARLY IN THE MORNING, line-up for hours, make employees impatient, not eat, get dehydrated, look and smell dirty, talk to strangers, waste my money and LOOK IGNORANT. but also the days that i meet a new friend, play independent, learn patience, learn humility and become closer to someone i rarely knew.

in the end, in me and B.A's opinion, CONGRATS PARIN. even though i have a sucky schedule. YEY.

MONDAY
1:00pm - 4:00pm
TUESDAY
7:00am - 8:30am
11:30am - 1:00pm
WEDNESDAY
8:30am - 10:00am
2:30pm - 4:00pm
THURSDAY
7:00am - 8:30am
8:30am - 11:30am
11:30am - 1:00pm
FRIDAY
8:30am - 10:00am
2:30pm - 4:00pm

so, kamusta naman si thursday?! actually, i'm still missing out PE1 and another GE. hopefully or hopefully not, i get those. LOL. :D ngayon, ako'y labis na nagpapasalamat sa mga taong tumulong sa akin sa bagyong dinanas ng lahat ng magaaral doon: bossing B.A., roommate mica, damica lopet, kuya ngongo, paeng, and tito zos.


at kabilang mundo naman, gusto ko lang masabi SA TAONG NAGPAPANGGAP NA AKO:

"HI THERE! HOW'S RUINING OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES GOING? ARE YOU BEING SUCCESFUL? COZ' IF NOT, TUTULUNGAN NA KITA. TARA, SIRAIN NATIN BUHAY MO. PLUS, NEXTTIME YOU DO THIS OR RATHER, IF YOU CONTINUE DOING THIS, PLEASE DO A BETTER JOB. OKAY? JUST FOR THE THRILL. YOU KNOOOOW."

nawa'y nakakaintindi ka ng english. :D
12:26 PM | 3 comments
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