LISTEN AND SHUT IT.
i didn't mean to vent that long to the group. i have not been talking to anyone since all my problems ran to me like mice to cheese. and i wanted someone to listen. i actually told more than 10people about it in one sitting (or two). and that's not very usual... then you come to me like i did something SO WRONG. why? because it doesn't please you. and yeah, so maybe it doesn't please more than half of the population sitting there. but i did that ONCE. ONCE IN MY LIFE. to speak and just expect everyone to listen and understand what i was going through. but nooooooooo. i was happy and relieved after that. and you had to take that euphoric state out of me. THANK YOU.
selfish as it may seem (and yes i am that person), i was hurt and scandalized with what you did. but i'd have to accept that. because that's what we do with our crosses. like maggie said. hindi niya alam to but i was moved with her words setting aside the "even the carebears don't care" line, she said...
"hindi natin titiisin ang crus natin,
TATANGGAPIN NATIN."
hard, really. but i try. i hope i can.
this situation made me realize that i was VERY STUPIDLY WRONG with what i thought about kuya's decision. i can't continue without him. EGAD. :(
THANKS PEOPLE.
(ayoko magname ng mga tao, i might miss out some)
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO THE MOMMIES OF THE WORLD
ESPECIALLY TO MINE. :D