last night was... weird.
as much as i didn't want to wake up this morning because mama was mad at me for being 10mins late and for having a bad headache and a yucky throat from vommiting, i JUST HAD TO.
last night was the first time na nadatnan ako ni kuya talking to van, being hyper, vommiting and saying stupid things... for short, a lil past tipsy. i do admit i get tipsy sometimes. but I NEVER get drunk. i know my limitations people, I KNOW. pero yun nga. he told me that i shouldn't do that and stuff. basta. blab. yun nga. as of now, i just think that they're getting a bit past that border of being my family. i have my own life. plus, im old enough to know who i should be with. just that, i was really afraid na mauulit yung dati. that mama thought i was rebelling or something (which i wasn't).
so now, I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO SAY SORRY. why? i don't find or see anything wrong with the things i do and the people i am with. but she's my mom. and i know lastnight dissapointed here AGAIN. i always disappoint her. normal shit. so i always say sorry. i apologize with my heart. truly. but when im too fond of it, parang, sanayan nalang.. i don't want it to be that way. this is why, the only thing i want is, FOR HER TO LET ME BE. then sooner or later, i might be a better daughter for her.
but before all that crap, i had fun being with hyper, crazy people. special mention to fia and kuya jo. aaand, more fun meeting new crazy-er people. special mention again to kuya burn and kuya ram. LOOOOL. XDDDD
thanks kuyajoseph. swerte mo with that brownout. lol. ;)