as written on: Saturday, March 29, 2008
our dugdugs was great. couldn't ask for more.
i got a lil' weirded out though.
still, that night completed my smc year. *heart*
THANKS OINKSTERS. :)
wait for 32:48:13mins.
it'll fall into its right place. :)
just like today, yesterday and the day before that.
everything that happened kept me human.
and made me believe that whatever sick thing i do and whoever crazy person i become....
"somebody loves me every single day. and i totally love her back."
thank God he loves and accepts me MORE THAN ENOUGH to forgive me for being stupid. i promise i'd be better..
as written on: Wednesday, March 26, 2008
ANG REGALO
NA KAILAN MA'Y I WON'T EXCHANGE FOR
A MILLION KISSES FROM MICHAEL BUBLE.
earlier this morning,
i recieved one of THE MOST TREASURED GIFTS
anyone has ever given me.
A SHIRT.
a shirt that says all the things i love to hear.
at ika ko nga...
"i don't love and treasure this gift because all hail papuri ang nakasulat tunkol sa akin. i love it because written here are the uber small reasons why such important people in my life love me. I LOVE THEM BACK."
thanks guys. you have no ideaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how much happy and kilig i was. harhar. ang random kasi eh. and i truly didnt expect anything today. thanks ca, ianne, kebs, yuno, marj, sister liit, madam agunoys, sandy, ninongjolo, kuyajoseph, atemaui, dindeen, kee, and kuyachack. *HUGS EVERYONE*
MARAMING SALAMAT CHIEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS. you think of the best things to show someone your luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurve. *heart*
as written on: Tuesday, March 25, 2008
CONGRASHULEYSHENS TO BATCH 08' OF SMC. ;)
as written on: Monday, March 24, 2008
HAPPY EASTHARRR EGG.PASSOVER was niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice. i mean, yeah. compare it to my usual passover since i was like, 4years old or something, it IS ALOT different. being with people i'm not really familiar and comfortable with makes me sick. but you know, i got to hangout with new people. like jo and emman. and other people. but its not the same. maraming bagay na hindi pareho sa st.paul. plus, i miss kids from there. hindi sila kasing morbid ng taga lourdes. harhar. but i like taking care of them. just imagining how i looked like when all three little noisy boys beside me were asleep last night/this morning in different positions makes me laugh. the best thing about the whole passover besides the AGAPE CELEBRATION after was the baptism. dahil sa tinagal-tagal kong umaatend ng ganun, its the first time i experienced na on-the-spot. ANG GANDAAAAAAA. NAKAKAIYAK. (or is it just me?) :))
now, EASTER SUNDAY went back to its used-to-be tradition. YAYS! ang iba nga lang, we didn't have it at lolas. (a part of her house, namely her room was being renovated. wala ata siyang magawa sa pera niya eh. I WISH I HAVE THAT KIND OF PROBLIIIIIIM!) so yeah, we had it at tito butch's mansion. with random children and ofcourse. 2 cute pamankins. nyarrrrrrrrr. my brother, keeno, refused to join as he claimed that he's a big boy now. how sad, less candies at home. HAHA. we, not-really-elders, hid the eggs and, ate alot (the usual family thing). as the day went on, we were all kinda realizing how weird it was. ewan. ang weird lang talaga. lol. but whatever, I LOVED THE BUBBLES!!!! weeeee. tanginang bubbles yan. nkakaobsess. especially when me and nicki kinda started popping them with parts of our body. the most fun part was popping them with our boobies. nyarr. :D
WE ARE OFFICIALLY THE BEST EGG HIDERS. :Dkinda finished the day at nicki's. watching FRIENDS in her room lookin like teenage girls. aaaaaaand, the following day watched a lil' danny on his webcam while nicki becomes crazy-kilig. watched more friends. oh yeah, played dance-dance revolution on Wii, and played NERTS. whatever that mind-shitting game is. then, we (other relatives and mama) went to visit lolo ruben in the hospital. and watched HORTON after. NYARRRRRRS. then, lola bought me crocs. HAHA! i just got two-thousand-three-hundred-fifty peso shoes!! and its aaaaaaalllllll worth it. sorry, naproud ako. i mean, i wouldn't buy shoes THAT expensive. like half siguro, oo (if i had the money), but nooooooooo. lola bought it for me. and she bought for 5 other people. including my mom and herself. so all in all, we went out the croc store with lola's 12 thousand gone. LOL. LOLA IS FILTHY RICH. we ate at tenderbobs and kinda fought with the people there. ang alat ng soup and that thing mama ordered. plus, lola's steak was hard daw. babala: DON'T EAT THERE PEOPLE! para ka lang kumain ng swelas ng sapatos sabi nga niya. :))
aside from the fact that i am grounded and that i don't have money to go out. mama suspects that i'm going to have german measles. PUTANGINA. i'm gonna diiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't be isolated from the world for almost a month IN SUMMER!!!! pray for meeeee!!!!!!! :((
as written on: Friday, March 21, 2008
BUTI NAMAN
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllll................
i've been feeling ALOT better. yays to me. (and us) :D
come to think of it, fankly, i'm not a perfect tao. i tend to be crappy when something BIG goes wrong. i don't blurt out how much i hate someone if he/she hasn't done anything MAJOR or anything na ikamamatay ko. lahat naman ng bagay may reason. i bet there's a reason why we had to go through that situation.
ANO HA? HA? HA? HA? :))
earlier today, hindi ako gumising para pumuntang simbahan ng maaga. dumating kami ng dalawang nakababatang kapatid ko dun ng wala na halos inabutan. ANG CUTE CUTE TALAGA NAMEN. bwahahahaha. may inabutan ako, FOOD TIME. nyaaaarrr. pero okay lang. bawi ako bukas pramis.
at isang katawa-tawang pangyayari. nagtungo kami ni kuya at ado sa SM para bumili ng clothes for saturday. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. sarado mga paps. ang cute. eto yun eh: napadpad po kaming tatlo sa dalawang ukay-ukay. na akala mo sauna yung loob. at paglabas mo, akala mo naka-aircon ang maynila (WHICH IS PAST IMPOSSIBLE). pero ang galing, hindi kasi ako dumadayo ng U.K. eh. pwera lang kung nasa baguio. nyahahaha. pero yun, i found a nice dress. and, a jumper. goodluck sa makakakita sa aking suot yun. lol. apter dat, onting tulog, onting kain at muling naglakbay patungong lourdes para sa "washing of DEFEAT." who's defeat anyways?! :))
now, i have to go and sleep to be able to wake up tomorrow ng hindi nanaman ako sungalngalin ni mama ng sermon. goodnight paps. XD
as written on: Tuesday, March 18, 2008
DISAPPOINTMENT HAPPENSjust when you thought everything's going to go its right way...
something wrong comes up.
and then your stuck trying to ignore everything.
(this doesn't define running away.)
then now that you HAVE NO CHOICE,
wala ka nang ibang magawa kundi...............
KANTAHIN ANG TAGALOG VERSION NG "LOW".
[ sorry. hindi ako mayayakap ng blog ko kapag binuhos ko lahat ng sama ng loob ko sakanya. hahanap muna ako ng taong maaaring gawin yun. ]
as written on: Monday, March 17, 2008
last night was... weird.
as much as i didn't want to wake up this morning because mama was mad at me for being 10mins late and for having a bad headache and a yucky throat from vommiting, i JUST HAD TO.
last night was the first time na nadatnan ako ni kuya talking to van, being hyper, vommiting and saying stupid things... for short, a lil past tipsy. i do admit i get tipsy sometimes. but I NEVER get drunk. i know my limitations people, I KNOW. pero yun nga. he told me that i shouldn't do that and stuff. basta. blab. yun nga. as of now, i just think that they're getting a bit past that border of being my family. i have my own life. plus, im old enough to know who i should be with. just that, i was really afraid na mauulit yung dati. that mama thought i was rebelling or something (which i wasn't).
so now, I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO SAY SORRY. why? i don't find or see anything wrong with the things i do and the people i am with. but she's my mom. and i know lastnight dissapointed here AGAIN. i always disappoint her. normal shit. so i always say sorry. i apologize with my heart. truly. but when im too fond of it, parang, sanayan nalang.. i don't want it to be that way. this is why, the only thing i want is, FOR HER TO LET ME BE. then sooner or later, i might be a better daughter for her.
but before all that crap, i had fun being with hyper, crazy people. special mention to fia and kuya jo. aaand, more fun meeting new crazy-er people. special mention again to kuya burn and kuya ram. LOOOOL. XDDDD
thanks kuyajoseph. swerte mo with that brownout. lol. ;)
as written on: Saturday, March 15, 2008
this friggin song fits my perfectly recent emo and confused mood. :))JUST FRIENDS
by: gavin degraw
I saw you there last night
Standing in the dark
You were acting so in love
With your hand upon his heart
But you were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I'll forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
I've had other options too
But all I want is you
Girl, your body fits me like a glove
And you showered me with words of love
While you were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I'll forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
It's not my style to lay it on the line
But you don't leave me with a choice this time
Why weren't you true
You know I, I trusted you
When you were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I'll forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
You were just friends
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I'll forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
ehhh, KUNG UMAAMIN KA NALANG KAYA?!
insead of thinking how UNLUCKY you are.
pero hindi din eh. di kaya. HAHAHAHA. bobo ko. :))
MALAS.
kung minamalas nga naman ako noh.
hindi ba pwedeng swertehin naman ako kahit minsan lang sa "personal layp" ko? SHYET. emomodes time. kagabi ko pa iniisip eh. ang tae talaga. err. well whatever. maybe there's a better plan for me. MAYBEEEE..... or sadyang kinakarma lang ako. pero mabait naman ako sakanya a. away ko ba siya dati? nooooo. rude lang ako sakanya kasi ang barumbado niya. chka hindi siya gentleman samen. pero ngayon, WAAAAA. ewan. HAHAHAHA. XDDDDDDD
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HULI.
ngayon na ang huling araw ng 1st year in college ko. wooooow. ang BILIS ng panahon. hindi ko na tuloy alam plano ko para sa sarili ko. oh noes. i just hope i'd get good grades. then, i could do whatever mama wants me to do. sabi ko nga, she HOLDS this life of mine. sunod lang ako ng sunod. but look, SMC didn't kill me. truly. *heart*
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NARA-KOREA.
and... today. rather tonight, nara will be leaving for korea. 2months is long enough for me to miss her. swear. kung alam niyo lang what a true friend she is. na teary-teary ako yesterday when she was handing me a letter she made. awwww. I'LL MISS HER.... >_<
as written on: Thursday, March 13, 2008
ISAWdiring-diri ako sa isaw. pero ngayong araw na to, LAKING PASALAMAT SA PROJECT 8. ako'y nakakain ng ISAW NA TALAGANG NAGUSTUHAN KO. ANG SARAP SHYEEEET. hindi ko maexplain. nalimutan ko ang pangalan ko for a moment there (weh? oa. haha.) naka-walo po ako mga friends. WOW. ang saya. oh yeah. share lang. first time. shyet. move on pauuuuuuu. :D
kahapon kami'y naglakbay patungong UP diba? ang ganda ng feechur ko....
ganda ng likod. :D
as written on: Wednesday, March 12, 2008
inaamin ko na po.tao lang din ako.
normal lang yun. promise. :D
as written on: Tuesday, March 11, 2008
BONDING KUNG BONDING.yesterday, kami'y muling nagpraktis para sa finals ng PE. tapos, napagtanto namin na kelangan pa pala namin magwalis para sa NSTP. WOW! dugyut kung dugyut. pero, hindi doon nagtatapos ang araw... DUMAYO PO KAMI (namely, pau, van, ca, kuyajoseph, kuyajolo, kevin, ateflor, sandy, and atemaui) SA NOVALICHES UPANG MAGPASA NG THESIS KAY LIBRO DE CUP a.k.a. sir mario lucero. soooooooo sayaaaaaaaaaaa. tatlong oras na biyahe. 4pm - 7pm. at eto, halos 30mins lang kaming nakipagusap sakanya. pabalik, SAMPUNG MINUTO LANG. shet. magic?!?!??!?!?!???? tae. pero okay lang. i appreciate the bonding. LOL. :))
sumunod na araw (ngayon), nagkita muli kami nila van, ca, kebs, ianne at marj upang magpabookbind sa UP. at dahil may transportation welga, nakapagbonding kami while walking. shyet. pagkabalik sa bahay, onting tulog, nuod, at LIGO sa maniwala kayo't hinde. napanuod namin yung video ng OINCH. paniiii. ang bababaw. at nagluto si van at ianne na akala mo ang sarap sarap nilang magluto pero kinuha lang nila yun sa ref namin. ANG CUTE CUTE NILA. :))
OH HINDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
IMPOSIBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
secret. :D
as written on: Saturday, March 8, 2008
medyo pangit gising ko this morning. my mom was in a bad mood. and i kinda thought i was to wake up at 10am. ginising niya ko at 6:30am and kept on shouting and blabbering things at me. well whatever.
we attended this ORDINATION thingy. it was really nice. i actually had NO IDEA what it was about, why it happens and stuff. the only thing i know is that the seminarian to be ordained was one of my favorite tito's on earth. lalang. touching moment. kahit na hindi ko alam what it was about. LOL. :))
so because of this, i wasn't able to attend tax, AGAIN. darn it. missing taxation twice makes me miss our prof and his never-ending stories about his wife. :D
still, i got to school and we had practice for our finals in P.E. i like our choreographed dance. lalang. cute. kasi the aspirants weren't KJ. imagine. tatlong magmmadre napapasayaw namen ng intimate dance. LOL TALAGA. pero they dance with a girl partner ofcourse. cute nila talaga. especially elsi. *heart*
FINALS IN 2 DAYS...
as written on: Friday, March 7, 2008
FOR KEEPS.as much as i want to explain how happy i am that the play was a success, words can't explain it. this experience is absolutely for keeps. thanks everyone. :)
all i could say, is that BOTH CASTS did great, plus nothing of that would be complete without the SUPER PRODUCTION right then and there. for some reason, i still kept on laughing kahit ilang beses ko na napanuod yun. thanks to the ever great, SANDY! i may have had some unexpected bad memories about this play, but i'd say, NO REGRETS HERE. kung meron man, maybe its just that i haven't been studying and eating well. (so back to the ol' routine now). i'd surely miss everything about OINK. not just missing classes for rehearsals, but having time to bond with those people i know i'd be far away from soon. (awwwws) the people i became close to, the laughter from the audience, the hand-shakes for congratulating and the hugs from each cast and crew member. I LOVE YOU GUYS. lab niyo pa ako o hinde, LAB KO KAYO. thanks for the nth time. :)
as written on: Monday, March 3, 2008
bukas na ang araw ng paglilitis!i couldn't say this whole thing was an everyday success.
but its something i wouldn't forget.
dahil sa play na to:
for someone reason, the most unexpected memorable thing is that i now officially have a new crush. LOL. and, i found out those who really cared.
tomorrow, im off. we'd all do our best.i know it. at kung hindi nila magustuhan, maybe we're not good enough for them. ang masasabi ko lang, we're good enough for ourselves. THANK YOU.
THANKS TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.
goodluck to us. :)
as written on: Saturday, March 1, 2008
the reheasals are going on... not perfectly, but good. IM GLAD. :)medyo nkkaconscious nga lang. i don't know why. maybe im just afraid of being judged and all. :
so yeh. ahahay. sometimes, i can't help but wonder why i suddenly want something i super duper despised before. maybe thats just how it really goes. karma. HAHA. antae kasi e. hindi naman perfect yung hinihingi ko, actually i appreciate anything or anyone. it just takes time for me to sink it in right at the moment of truth that i want it. like...
kapag may pack of m&m's sa table nung morning, i might not want it at first. i come back from school, its not there anymore. then at night, i suddenly crave for it. still, i know i can still wait for the next time na meron uli m&m's dun. i then take my chances...
ganyan yung feeling. but much more personal than a pack of m&m's. HAHAHA. :))
[TAE KA TAXATION. SINISIRA MO BUHAY NAMEN.]
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
.REMINDS ME OF.
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