today we had a 4-hour recollection.

the funny thing about recollections is that we go there to reflect and random shiz like that, but we don't.

actuallyyyyyyyy. i DID reflect. and i DID realize alot of things.
just that, this one was different. in terms of, i think we were more interested with his (the speaker's) love story rather than the real point of the recollection. atleast most of us were?? HAHA.

symepre ikkwento. ko. ang astig kasi eh. sir G, gi, ji, gie or however you spell it had a girlfriend. they went strong for 6 years and was going on 7 when they planned to get married. they planned it all alreadyyyyy. (basta parang ganun) then a time came that his girlfriend had to go to singapore for 2 years daw. they never lost communication and he saved up money to follow her there and have a 1 year singapore trip with the love of his life. after eveything was settled, 3 weeks before he was about to leave, his girl texted him and said. ETO SHET TALAGA EH. "i just realized hindi na kita mahal." SHYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. paslangin na ang babaeng yan. anak ng tokwa. i kinda liked it better when he was the one telling the story. mas madrama. haha. and comedy. soooo. yeah. he had a hard time moving on and stuff. like 3 years siyang walang kwentang tao. basta yun na. he's married now btw. at sa time na they were planning that marriage. this girl REALLY HAD TO CALL HER NOH. tae. at alam niyo ba. ETO YUN EHH..... until now, this girl still never told him the reason for turning her back just like that.

eto ang realizations ko for this recollection:
- ang tae tae tae tae tae ng babaeng yun. sir G was such a great guy.
- kapag magmamahal ka, handa ka dapat mamatay. (this has a deeper meaning nakakatamad lang magexplain)
- my mirror reflection is God. the only difference is, when i turn my back, HE DOESN'T.
- do people consider my situation as not moving on for the past 4 years? or just simply having a normal life? bal kasi cinonfuse ako. HAHA. (this is a question. not a realization)
- i pray. and i pray not what i ask for. God knows what i want and need. i pray, and ask God what i should do. :)


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so symepre ang ganda ng BALENTAYMS DAY ko. it wasn't like the other v-days i had. before, i always celebrated it at school, and receved the same kinds of stuff. (except for the dolphin puppet last year) yesterday, i recieved the same kind of one of my favorite candies from 2 different people, i got a watch from my ever-beloved bestfriend, and for the first time in my life, someone sang for me. sa parking lot syempre ng ALEX III. LOL. plus, his song was more than perfect. sabi ko nga sakanya, his voice could make my happiness grow a thousand times more. thanks. you know who you are. *boom* HAHAHA. labo. 2 letters from 2 important people. i love theeeem. i love everyooone. :)

valentines night, WAS HILARIOUS. hindi pwede ikwento. but its some valentines day i would never forget. thanks to dindin. HAHAHA. yun lang naman. :p



belated happy birthday kee sola. Ü


♥pau

as written on: Tuesday, February 5, 2008

as written on: Sunday, February 3, 2008

we are man and wife by michelle featherstone.

any song could touch me. BUT THIS SONG TOUCHES ME THE BEST. its sooooo. shyeeeeeet. and her voooooice. itssss waaaaaa. :))

been listening to it over and over at wala pa naman akong balak na tumigil. i kinda passed the kilig of the song to kebs, marianne, nara and kuyajoseph, who a while ago apparently didn't have emotions kaya hindi daw siya kinilig. LOL.

well anywayssssss.. when i get married. or rather, IF i get married, this song would be THE SONG. anyone who'd sing this to me perfectly gets my heart. or not. HAHA. feeling.

im inlove. with this song. i cant move oooooooon. <3

All the things you are to me

Darling you have set me free

I'll always give you what you need

And what you deserve

All the joy and all this love

I know that it is from above

And now together there's enough

To fill this world'

Cause you are the love of my life

You are the love of my life

And now we're man and wife

All the things you will do

You know I'm standing next to you

And darling I will see you through

The rest of our lives

With you beside me I have won

I'm glad I've waited for so long

There is no doubt

That you are the one for me

And everytime

There will be things

Everything is going to be fine

Now you're in my life

So I give you heart and soul

It's yours to take wherever you go

And through the years

You'll always know

It's yours to keep

God has blessed this sacred vow

And angles high above look down

And see the two of us have found

The perfect love

<3