as written on: Wednesday, January 30, 2008

recent realizations:

- pag masyadong perfect ang araw mo, may mga taong nasisira naman ang buhay.

- ang sobrang pagtawa ay nakakatawa.

- I WANT 27 DRESSES. literally. :)

- kahit anong gawin ko, pilit na may mga taong nasasaktan ako at nasasaktan ko din.

- minsan gusto ko ng life partner. pero sadyang parang ayoko din. :))

- i need to save money. sobra naaaaaaaaaaa.

- bartdey na ni junibesh bukas. <3

- tao lang ako at tao lang din siya.

- hindi na matatanggal sa akin ang pagiging sensitive ko.

- kahit gano ko pa ka-hate ang mga tao sa mundo, mahal na mahal ko padin sila.

- ang baho ng mga aso sa bahay.

- AT ANG TAMAD NG PAMILYA KO.

:D
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as written on: Tuesday, January 29, 2008

PUNYETA KASI E.


1:03am. a little chat with a good friend.


j: pau, tell me whats bothering you

j: i wont react, i promise

j: just vent on me

p: i hate the super insensitive people in my world. sometimes i just get too tired of it. sobrang wala nang pakialam kasi eh. it wouldnt be wrong sana but if its too much, IT REALLY IS. i dont usually burst out and tell people how i feel if im mad because i believe that people are naturally good and people make mistakes. i just wish these people wouldnt abuse, not my goodness, im not perfectly good, but how others are patient with them.

p: siguro kung nakakamatay yung mga galit ko sa puso na i dont put out, murderer nako. swear.

j: i see...

j: yeah, people are naturally good

j: they jjust tend to fuck up their lifestyle

j: and in turn, affect others

- a personal part i took out -

j: man

j: sometimes i just wanna kidnap you :))

j: and feed you skittles

j: :))

j: *ahem, sorry, just wanted to lighten things up*

p: that is so friggin sweet. :D >:D<



this helped alot. thank you.... :)

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as written on: Sunday, January 27, 2008

dear God,

kung di niyo po ako bibigyan ng ka-date ngayong valentines...

PLEASE.
make all my friends wala din ka-date.

dapat tabla to Lord! fair is fair ha..



love,
PAU. :D
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as written on: Saturday, January 26, 2008


i love them children. kaya love ko course ko eh. <3


there's nothing better than...

the innocent smiles on their faces.

the laughter we hear.

the wet kisses they put on our cheecks.

and the warm hugs they give.


today was so heartwarming to see children listen and learn and dance and just simply have fun. being the emcee wasn't that bad after all. dahil nakikilala nila ako. weeee. ang sayaaaaaaaaa. gusto ko ulitin ang literacy. *sniff sniff* :)
photos to follow on multiply. :D


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so syempre. napasarap ang araw ko kahapon. SWEAR.
- dala ang CD to 7-11 para mabigay sa mga kaklase.
- trip to manila doctors. may resulta agad ang checkup! WEEE. but its really weird to say here. so wag na. HAHA. pray pray lang yan.
- lunch and timezone (gawaan ng relo?!?! HAHA) with kulasmeyts.
- home to change clothes. (syempre onting paganda para sa taong di ko naman nakita. TAE.)
- taxi to spcqc fair.
- onting bonding with THE NAPS and others. nahuli sa jail booth. yey. hindi ako nagbayad. XP
- trip to katips. istarbuko. DALDALAN. ANTAY SI TRISH. TAE ULI.
- dumdrews. and for some random reason, KASAMA NAMEN SI VICTOR. LOL. :))
- uwi.
- naglabas ng kulay orange sa katawan.
- tulog.
- yay. :D
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as written on: Wednesday, January 23, 2008


masaya tumawa. DUH. lol. :))

van, tricia, me, marquee and dindin went to trinoma and ate lunch at chowking earlier today.

ISANG HILARIOUS NA ARAW ITO.

jeep:
isang lalaking tulog na literal na humihiga sa lap ni tricia. odivaaaa.
kinukuhanan ko ng picture. AS IN LANTARAN KONG KINUKUHANAN NG LITRATO. at biglang. BOO!! sabay upo at tingin sa amin. HAHAHAHA. HULI AKO. :))

our hypothesis?
he slept late practicing for PE class. (naka soccer uniform eh) nagjjogging siguro siya sa kwarto.
ok lang yun. he should be proud. PINAGPUYATAN NIYA KAYA YUN. :))

chowking:
syempre. ano namang aasahan niyo. buong oras kami tawa ng tawa sa mga ewan na bagay.
pero may highlight yung lunch namin ehhh. may babaeng naka shining-shimmering splendid na silver leggings. san ka pa. :))

our hypthesis?
isa siyang astronaut. "excuse me miss, are you the first womens on the moon?" HAHAHAHAHA. :))
more pics ate van's multiply. click this.




imagine us laughing like this althroughout the day. HAHA.

i love today. wala akong ibang ginawa kundi tumawa. <3
just hope too much tawa for the day doesn't mean crying for tomorrow. kasi ganun daw yun diba? o kaya mauutot ka lang. :D
4:54 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Tuesday, January 22, 2008

may kras ako.

isang lalaki.

at isang babae.

pero hindi ako tibo.

pareho silang nasa klase ko.

AT MAY TASTE AKO. galing ko pumili ng kras. SWEAR. :D
9:07 PM | 0 comments
REPLY to this POST and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.


i just don't think i'd be very good in answering. :D
4:53 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Monday, January 21, 2008

hindi pa naman tapos january. which means, LEGAL PA ANG GUMAWA NG NEW YEArS RESOLUTION. LOL.

so i kinda though of another new years resolution that i know would change me ALOT.

pero secret ko na yun. HAHA. :))

good conciense: im proud of you pau. :)
bad consciense: lahat naman ng tao hindi naiiwasan yan. >:)

EH WHATEVER. you know why?

you think people reject you because you reject them.


just stop that thought now.


ang labo ng post ko. pero whatevers. makagets ang makagets. :D
5:17 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Saturday, January 19, 2008

earlier today i realized something...


as long as you've already made your (or atleast MY) heart fully comfortable with him/her then thats the time to say goodbye. ano whatever. goodbyes or no goodbyes, its all the same. EMOMODES. its time to start telling yourself NOT TO LET THAT HAPPEN. aaaaaand. while i was realizing HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE GONE PAST MY LIFE (shet at ang dami pala), i also realized that it all happens for a reason...


but as of now, i just wish... that YOU. yes YOU. sana alam mo yung feeling, that i really am hurt. your turning your back. your fading away slowly. i wish you would realize that im also important not just because you need me, but because i need you too..

tamaan ang tamaan pero wala akong pinatatamaan. HAHAHAHA. pero baka meron din. di ko maalala eh. pasensya ka na kung ikaw yun. pero alam ko hindi mo din mababasa to dahil wala kang pake gusto ko lang sabihin o isulat. LOLS. :))

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watched a play at tiendesitas. ST. PIO something something. it was nice. nakita ko na din sa wakas ang napakagandang dresses sa tiendesitas at ang billboard ni james yap na mukhang gusto niyang humatsing. aaaaaaaaaand theeeeen. ate at L.A. cafe after.....


"i now pronounce you, soup and wife. you may now slurp the soup."


WTFOMGPUTANGINAMAPAPAMURAKASASARAPNGSOUPDUNPAKSHET. :D

11:58 PM | 0 comments
TAPOS NA ANG PAKING MIDTERMS!

magpapakanton ako ebribadiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! HAHAHA. :))

at eto: ang aking test sa fil ay 79% lang. putanginang inang test yan kahit wala siyang ina. LECHE TALAGA. sa lagay na yan pinakamataas na score na yan. POTAENA. alam niyo bakit?! e pano yung prof NAPAKAGALNG MAGTURO WALANG KASING GALING!!! wuhooooo. :



salamat sa tumulong saken sa pagaaral. SKITTLES sponsored by kuyajaysee franco the autposy-saw. :)


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trish and rai are on their way here. YAYS. bonding with my garls. :)

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as written on: Thursday, January 17, 2008

tuying-tuyo na utak ko. SHET.

AYAN! 5 DOWN, 4 TO GO! go pau. :D

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i just have to comment on something:

kung ayaw kasi makipagusap, wag na. dahil wala din namang patutunguhan. NAGSASAYANG LANG NG LAWAY KAPAG PINILIT PA. mamaya lalo pa mag-away. ok ok??? BE HAPPY. move on. ang tagal tagal na ehhhh. hindi naman kawalan kung hindi magusap dibaaaaa! like THEEEEE. hahahaha. :))

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mother pig is sick. *tears* i think sobrang pagod. since yaya is taking a 3-week vacation, its my midterms so i don't come out the room as much to help, aaaand. i dont really know. bakit nga ba ganun? na kahit sumusunod kaming lahat at nagsisipag parang hindi parin lumilinis yung bahay??? ANG HIRAP NAMAN NG BUHAY. :p
4:01 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Tuesday, January 15, 2008

FINALLY.

nakuha ko na po ang flanner na pinag tiyagaan namen ni chies.

a week and a half na everyday na ginawa ng diyos nasa starbukow kami.

WALDAS ANG PERA! wuhoooo! hahahaha. :))


eto ang different sponsors everyday ko:

monday -- chies, marj, kuyajc, ate zhel and kuya justiz.
tuesday -- chies and dindin.
wednesday -- chies, kuyajoseph, tricia, bictor and kuyajc.
thursday -- chies, tricia, pat, shaun and marquee.
friday -- ianne, ice, friend ni ice and markee.

saturday, sunday, monday -- REST FROM KAPE MUNA.
tuesday -- chies, tricia, pat, shaun and marj.


sa wakaaaaaaaas. TSALAMAT EBRIWAN. hindi naman ako mayaman, nakuha ko pa yan in one week. GALING GALING! hahaha. special thanks to chies and ate zhel. halabyu guys... WOW PARANG NAGBIRTHDAY LANG AKO. LOL. :D
4:58 PM | 0 comments
tugstugstugstugtugtugstugstugs. :))

MIDTERMS NAAAAAAAAAA!

had one test yesterday and another one kanina. 2 DOWN AND 7 TO GO. oh yeah. goodluck.


and yeah, mama adviced me to drop FIL2. although im still having 2nd thoughts. kasi syempre.. the great prof of all might say something again. so pano? should i DROP OR NOT?!

i just realized din that sayang yung binayad ni mama for it ehh. weird lang that siya pa mismo yung nagpapadrop nun saken. LOLERZ. but i love my mom for caring about me that much. *hugs mom* harhar. :3


goodluck to other people na hell week din ngayon. MALALAGPASAN DIN NATEN ITOW! wuhooooo! :D
11:08 AM | 0 comments

as written on: Saturday, January 12, 2008

wala akong maisip na isulat ngunit gusto kong may masabi.



kaya naman....



BELATED HAPPY HEARTS DAY!





uhhh.



goodluck naman. its midterms week. sheeeeeeeeeet. naiiyak nako wala pang nangyayari.


**ngayon kasalukuyan namin (van kuyazack and kuyajaysee) sinusubukang magym ng 3-way. sheeeet, anghirap nito peeps. LOL.
11:22 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Friday, January 11, 2008

my burden of keeping everything inside is finally gone.

thank you chies... :)




belated happy birthday mikalicious and my b1. Ü
[pau]
8:47 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Wednesday, January 9, 2008

i recieved a text message an hour ago saying that "E**** DIED"


i called him up and he said IT WAS A JOKE.

i have no idea why i had to believe that person who sent the message in the first place kung alam ko namang GAGO SIYA.

and oh yeah, natanggap ko yung message while i was in church. so i kinda dont remember if i cursed him enough. which i think i didn't. BUT HE DESERVES IT, SO GIVE ME THIS OPPORTUNITY PLEASE. thank you.


for you:
MAGISIP KA NAMAN BAGO KA GUMAWA NG GANONG KAGAGUHAN. AY MALI. WALA KA PALANG ISIP. PALIBHASA DI KA NABIGYAN NG ATENSYON NA GUSTO MO. PAGKAIN LANG KASI ANG PANGTAPAT SA ATENSYONG HINIHINGI MO. KAYA MALI NA UTAK MO MALI PA KATAWAN MO. YOU'VE HEARD EVERYTHING NOW, SO I DO WISH YOU STOP SAYING TOO MANY GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME. BECAUSE IM NOT THAT LOVELY PRINCESS YOU THOUGHT I WAS.

BITCH AKO KUNG ASSHOLE KA.
10:57 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Monday, January 7, 2008

ang saya magbalat ng m&m's noh?

entertaining. :D
10:29 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Friday, January 4, 2008

i find my davao post a lil' boring except for those really really interested
(which is apparently, NONE.) hahaha. so here.

my new years resolutions.

although this wasn't something i was a fan of. i never really believed in it. but maybe i COULD give it a try. :D


-- to be more hygienic.
(im not as dirty as you think.)

and

-- to read MORE books.
(i need to improve my BRAINS.)

and

-- to exercise more.
(i guess im not getting fat. but i miss soccer. its my ONLY exercise.)

and

-- to be of help to others.

(I WANT TO BE OFCOURSE)


very boring promises to myself could start something good. HAHAHAHA. :))



[pau]

2:41 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Thursday, January 3, 2008




im baaaaaaack. DAVAO IS LOVE. :)

its kind of boring if ikwento ko all in all what happened and stuff. buuuuut. whatever! HAHA.

ALL 43 DANS PEOPLE IN DAVAO IS LOVE.


1st day:
- flight from MLA to DVO. (manila to davao)
- we got to davao at 12noon and had a bus tour going to the hotel. davao looked alot like quezon city. but i'd say, ITS SUPER DUPER MORE CLEAN. its like, "the clean quezon city" place. hahaha.
- then we got to apo view hotel, met with the fami-LEE and sat down for a lil' bit.
- ate lunch at KANTO. somewhere in davao. its located at MTS. (something something square)
- we then got back to the hotel, SLEPT ALOT til 5pm.
- went to crocodile farm. it wuzzz. weird. late na kami nakarating dun eh, so we only got to see the finale of their show. a man walking on a rope. on top of hungry crocodiles. or something. HAHA. wasn't very amazing. sooooo. dans family goes around to see other crocodiles and animals. i saw a bearcat! aaand. i saw baby crocodiles. and a VERY LARGE ONE, near my size. pero yung cage niya was too small for it. so nakakaawa. shitty zoo keepers. poor big crocodile. :(
- kain (again). we went to a restaurant na pinasara coz we were too many i think. haha. ate dinner. lotsa food. cousins played billiards and older people sang karaoke.
- dans-paguia family makes hiwalay to the group to go to tito gerry's place. tito gerry's family was... medyo nakakailang but okay lang. they were very hospitable. but too hospitable na coz they made us eat kahit super duper busog na kami. although that never stopped mama and kuya from eating!! HAHA. kuya got a little tipsy.
- got back to the hotel. (ang cute ng mga taxi sa davao) watched x-men with roomates and nicki. went to sleep. YAY. :D


2nd day:
- woke up and ate breakfast. VERY HEAVY ONE INDEED. hotel breakfasts give me a tummyache. LOL.
- fixed our stuff and checked out.
- rode the bus to go to the boat place which takes us toooooooooooo.. samal island. ZEH BEACH! oh yeah!
- rode the boat while tito butch shouts at the other boat "mga putangina niyo!!!" HAHAHAHA. what a very good influencing WOWO. and he tells stories about his experiences with the sea. 6min boat ride, we finally got to paradise island.
- then. WE ATE LUNCH. shet. the fact that me and danica woke up late and ate breakfast late and eating lunch like an hour after. we were really full i say. kasi naman eh! our check-in time was 3pm. and we were there before 12noon. so we had nothing else to do. haha.
- after eatin lunch, we walked around the beach. watched cousins play pingpong. watch other cousin swim. and blabla. we didn't feel like swimmin.
- AFTER the very boring part of the day, we got the key to our rooms! YAY! soooo. i slept. coz i got sick. havin coughs and colds on a trip wasn't my kind of thing. actually, being sick wasn't my kind of thing AT ALL!
- i woke up for dinner time na. HAHA. guess i wasn't feelin really well.
- we ate dinner.
- and since it was christmas eve and we have this tradition (same as christmas except for gift giving) of dancin, singin and EATIN. we did it there at the pavilion. ang ingay namen. tito tony made games. very LOL games. haha. stuff like jeopardy about the family and shit like that. it was nice. MONEY FOR PRIZES! YAY!
- more dancin, lotsa dancin. games. and then. the countdown for new year comes. and we all kiss. so yeah. MORE SPIT AND SWEAT PUT TOGETHER ON OUR CHEECKS. but it was cool. maybe we're all used to it. haha. then it was food time (AGAIN).
- after thaaaaat. me, danica, bea, sandra, kuyanico, kiko and louie went to the beach. it had a very nice ambiance at 2am man. then we drew a large penassss on the sand and had pikchers with it. those were very lol pikchers. HAHAHAHAHA.
- went to our rooms. watched another x-men movie. and then went to sleep. YAY. :D


3rd day:
- me and danica woke up in time for lunch already. even though i alarmed at 8am. HAHA. no use.
- ate lunch. (honga. late palagi yung fruit shakes namen. it comes in time for dessert already) while eatin, relatives make kwento about how nice scuba diving was. nyarrrrrrrrr. I WANT. pero mahal. and no time.
- we went around.
- and finally, WE SWAM. yays. we just stayed in the water for less than an hour i think. we're all lovin' the polboron-like sand!! then we got tired of swimmin and just sat on the shore. TRYING SO HARD TO TAN OURSELVES. while waitin for the sun, cousins make a big 3D penassss which kinda looked like an elephant and me + nicki made a big turtle. GALING NAMEN PROMISE. :D
- after all these, i kinda took a rest. and forgot everything else i did in between. oh i think i swam i little more.
- dinner A-GAIN.
- bonding time with dans people. my brothers playin guitar, babies running around, titos and titas singin and me bein a lil' bored. just a lil.
- then me and danica gets an idea. her, me, nicki and bea goes to the beach and plays pushoydos. we lovin the sand too much thaz why we stayed there. til 11am. while me and danica were currently being high. SOBRANG HIGH-PER. we kept on LOL-ing and singin out loud. kaya sinita na kami ng guard and we went back to our rooms at exactly 11:29pm.
- watched powerpuff girls and then went to sleep. YAY. :D


4th day:
- woke up early.
- ate breakfast.
- fixed stuff for check out.
- WENT TO THE WATERFALLS!! it wuz so nice. i love nature. i had 2nd thoughts on jumping. but i did. just came into my mind that it was a once in a lifetime opportunity. *hugs waterfalls* LOL. :))
- went back to the hotel. took a bath and got our stuff.
- ate lunch.
- rode the boat back to the city and went shoppiiiiiiiiing!!! *does finger thingies the white chicks do* i bought a reaaaalllly nice bag and pajamas and pasalubong and earrings.
- went to the airport at 4pm. our flight was supposed to be at 7:30pm. tas nadelay. 9pm na daw. so yeah. we were in the airport for like, 5hrs. sooooo, we ate again. HAHA. watched a movie sa waiting area. a movie about a girl wanting to win a national spelling bee contest.
- then finally, BOARDING TIME. fly fly fly. :D [scary nung ride home. the airplane wuz shakin']
- arrived in manila 11:30pm i think.
- went home and slept. YAYS. :D


photo links here:
our camera
sandra's (day 1)
sandra's (day 2)
danica's

i had fun writing this very long story about davao. so someone better read it! HAHA. jokin. so henywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays. BELATED HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! halavya all. :D

thank you God for keepin us safe and givin' us a new year and for everything else!!!
thank you Lola for showin yer looooooove.
thank you dans people i love you guys.
thanks everyone for the past great year you gave me.

(dramamodes. hahaha.)





[pau]

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