as written on: Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i wish life could be as free.
but it isn't. so i guess we all have to stick with it.
as much as you think that everything's falling back into its right place (especially this christmas season), you may think wrong.
or fate could be messing with you.
at one point there you have a smile.
and the next thing you know, people want you to frown.
lets say yesterday made me almost cry as every single thing turned out a mess.
- belen making.
- shitty attitude problems of people.
- fil professor.
- sick brother.
- finishing work at 2am.
I WISH i could speak up my mind just like that without any judgemental views of others.
but its not the answer.
because anywhere you may be in this world, others always have something to say.
and im one of them, THATS WHAT SUCKS.
a single "i hope your okay" from 2 people made my day though. thanks to them.
[pau]
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
.REMINDS ME OF.