as written on: Wednesday, November 21, 2007

so how come its supposed to be like that.


you were so proud of something that came. na for the very first time, after so many years. youd come to realize that you still have the power to make someone special appreciate something you did. ON YOUR OWN.


at night you pray and thank God for giving you that opportunity...


then one day. babawiin nalang yun sayo. it'll all be taken away before you know it.


the feeling na parang bumagsak yung mundo. because you worked hard for it. IT WAS ALREADY SAID THAT YOU EARNED IT. tapos biglang ganyan.




kahit gano ko icurse yung mga taong yun. it doesn't really matter. i couldnt do anything. because all they cared about was nothing near the feelings of a person. everything was about them or how theyd get people's attention.


bitter na ko kung bitter. i may be overreacting or whatever. but thats what i feel and im not about to tell them something thats not true. if ever theyd ask. (although i know impossible) id tell them EVERY SINGLE HURT THEY PUT INTO ME. selfish ako. sige. but now i just want to think for my own. not for theyre stupid curriculum.


i just wish na kahit papano malaman nila kung anong pinaparamdam nila sa mga taong katulad ko. it sucks so bad. and lalo silang tatalikuran ng mga tao if they run A DAMN SCHOOL LIKE THAT WITH PEOPLE OF NO RESPECT. porkit studyante lang kami. ganun ba? rude. ONE WORD. RUDE. sana someday they'd feel what im feeling.






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