as written on: Tuesday, November 27, 2007

im not really sure how i should start this... but i will. haha. :D




i just had my best birthday ever. <3


though i'm not to tell you guys every single thing about it. lol. hahaha. but i think this is the best one kasi i felt as special as i always wanted to feel before. and its all because of God. THANK YOU GOOOOOOD! i love you. :D
i celebrated my birthday for a week. parang for that week, everyday was my special day. awwwwws.


november 21:
-met up with mark. pinagsuot niya ko ng dress at lumakbay kami hanggang greenbelt just to eat. and show off my dress. hahaha. then we got back to gateway to meet with sila trish. and they surprised meee!! with the cake and everything. awwwws. i love my barkada. kahit di na ganun ang tawag smen ngayon. haha.
thanks: mark, trish, rai, cheery, avic&alex, rain. kasama na din pala si drin, trish's friends and rai's friends. :)


november 22:
-still being pissed with the education dean, i didnt attend the orientation. so pumasok ako for my class. 1pm. after that class. sinundo ako ni kaj, covered my eyes then she brought me to the educ rm. when i opened my eyes... it was a sight i'd never forget. awwwws. smc family was there singing infront of me. may candle light effect pa nga ehh! hahaha. then they had this thingy na ano. (thingy na ano. HAHAHA.) meron silang ginawa na nagspell ng H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y P-A-U !-!-. na each letter had a letter. oh gets? kung hindi, sige wag na. haha. then naiwan daw yung tarp thing. i thought joke. when i got home, dinala ni marj yung tarpaulin sa bahay! it was niiiiice. ganda sobra. I COULDN'T MOVE ON. til now actually. haha. grabe.. now i know how it feels like. and that is ofcourse, thanks to my smoochies, vannesa. without her, i'm pretty sure i'd never experience that feeling. ever.
thanks: van, madam corpuz, nara, parengsandy, ninongjolo, cousinmaui, atecynthia, kevin, marquee, triciababes, ateflor, dindin, kuyazack, mommylee, marj, papajunow, kuyajaysee, kaj and atebetsy. :)


november 23:
-MY BIRTHDAY. syempre nasa retreat house na kaming lahat and everything. so syempre i found it as a blessing talaga. that sumakto sa birthday ko. hayayay. great talaga. alot lot lot of people greeted me. mention ko pa e...
keith, kris, naps, YEYE. kaj, sandy, victor, drei, mel, aljon, sam, pao, zel, choy, marvin, franz, kleng, titanida, mikeyap, chubi, karl, ariane, chali, lian, amul, marj, emilo, juni, aryan devera, juno, phi, kuyalinn, cobi, , pastormaryel, ianne, dana, buj, papamegs, and ianne. (to those not mentioned, paki sabi nalang.)
odiba. minemorize ko yan! lol asa. ahaha. just. sobrang dami ehh! i feel so loved. kahit one day lang.... awwwww. tas before the day ended, while eating dinner, nisurprise uli ako! thanks to my ninong for the shoklit cake. theeeeeeeeen. nung magffilm viewing na, dumating sila faye. they got down the car aaaaaaaaaand. may cake din sila!! nka ligth yung candle and she and sarah were singing happy birthday to me. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws. gwarsh. talon ako ng talon kasi i didnt want to cry. haha. so there, we bonded a little. and. this was the highlight: me being a lunatic, the moon had a ring around it. MOONBOW PARE! wooooooooooooooow. nakakaiyak talaga the view of it palang. i can't explain. and as it was slowly fading away (before it even did), kuyajaysee called me up. odiba! an cuuute. haha. cant move ooooooooooon. nyargs. thank you evryone. haylab ebirwannnnn! :)


november 24-25:
-wala na akong masabi. may late greetings but everythng went on so great. :)




so. i would like to thank: LOL TAMA NA. lahat nalang pinasalamatan ko ng walang tigil a. HAHAHA.






thank God for my 17 years of living... Ü




[pau]
9:45 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Wednesday, November 21, 2007

so how come its supposed to be like that.


you were so proud of something that came. na for the very first time, after so many years. youd come to realize that you still have the power to make someone special appreciate something you did. ON YOUR OWN.


at night you pray and thank God for giving you that opportunity...


then one day. babawiin nalang yun sayo. it'll all be taken away before you know it.


the feeling na parang bumagsak yung mundo. because you worked hard for it. IT WAS ALREADY SAID THAT YOU EARNED IT. tapos biglang ganyan.




kahit gano ko icurse yung mga taong yun. it doesn't really matter. i couldnt do anything. because all they cared about was nothing near the feelings of a person. everything was about them or how theyd get people's attention.


bitter na ko kung bitter. i may be overreacting or whatever. but thats what i feel and im not about to tell them something thats not true. if ever theyd ask. (although i know impossible) id tell them EVERY SINGLE HURT THEY PUT INTO ME. selfish ako. sige. but now i just want to think for my own. not for theyre stupid curriculum.


i just wish na kahit papano malaman nila kung anong pinaparamdam nila sa mga taong katulad ko. it sucks so bad. and lalo silang tatalikuran ng mga tao if they run A DAMN SCHOOL LIKE THAT WITH PEOPLE OF NO RESPECT. porkit studyante lang kami. ganun ba? rude. ONE WORD. RUDE. sana someday they'd feel what im feeling.






[pau]
10:10 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Wednesday, November 14, 2007

kung ako lang ang masusunod. Ü

kung ako lang ang masusunod,
sasagipin ko ang lahat ng nalulunod.
walang maghihirap,
lalo na sa pagpapalaki ng hinaharap.

lahat ng studyante,
hindi ko na ipaguuniporme.
ang mga lalaking gago,
pababanguhin ko.

pero siyempre,
kahit kelan hindi yan mangyayari.
kaya naman eto nalang,
ang hindi sumunod sken, MAPAPASLANG. Ü


my first pau-made poem sa blog. inspired by no-one. i thank you.






today, dinate ako ni mama and tita leah sa trinoma.
for 2 reasons. first is, magbbirthday na ko. *yey* second is, tamad na silang amgtrabaho nung dumating ako.


so yeah, we went there and they bought me clothes. wow diba. ang saya saya! then we bought sbarro poods. then went to the movies to watch one more chance. fyi, before we went in i was saying na "kapag lumabas ako at may mga nagiintervew, sasabihin ko hindi ako nanuod nun. sinundo ko lang si mama. HAHAHA." but after i watched it, i am very not embarassed that i did. it was a really nice movie. 3rd time ko palang manuod ng tagalog movie in the theaters. the first was tanging ina and the second was can this be love. and i'd say, this movie was the best. you wouldnt think a filipino did it. (ang racist ni pau oh. hahaha.) but yeah, it was good. naiyak ako. HAHAHA. iyakin talaga ako. basta basta. astig. harhar. yaaaak. bakit ko ba sinasabi to?! eeew. yak. eeeeeeew! :))






[pau]




11:12 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Monday, November 12, 2007

nakakaasar ang mga taong walang pakealam sa pinaghirapan ng iba.


they should really really be more sensitive sometimes. parang ako eh noh. a ewan!! basta basta. naiinis ako. dun sa lalaki sa DepEd. kung ano man pangalan niya. pang-aksaya siya ng oras. pero ok lang. masaya nmne kami nila nara and tricia. diba diba? hahaha.


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FAT

as much as i deny that i am not affected that i'm getting fat. I AM. i am affected and i am REALLY getting fat.

HUHUHU. so, i guess. its back to discipline for me. (as if i ever disciplined myself with food or money. hahaha.)

i think the reason for this "getting fat" thing is because i don't have my beloved exercise (soccer), i sleep when i have the chance, i eat when my mouth finds food it wants (BAD MOUTH), and i have money right now. grrr. what do i dooooo?! its so hard to stop. HEEEEELLLP!!

oh whatever. siguro dapat i have to think the positive way. like, people still love me even though i'm fat, right?! hahaha. sige pau. YOU WISH. ngayon nga na ganyan katawan mo wala ka paring boypren eh. bwahahaha!! as if i care. basta basta bastaaaaaa. i want my bod (bod e noh) to stay the same evn though i eat and eat and eat and sleep. :( i wish life was that easy.


[pau]
11:19 PM | 0 comments

as written on: Wednesday, November 7, 2007

"so pau, what can you say about the first 3 days of the 2nd sem?"

uh. syempre una sa lahat, gusto kong maging totoo. as in HANEST.

wala pa talaga ako sa "momentum" ng pagpasok sa ngayon. kaya naman late parin ako pumasok. hahaha. at, ate padin ako matulog! literally, maaga na. :p

pero walang dapat ibahala, kasi naman... kahit mga prof halatang nasa beach parin ang utak. odiba. edi no worries ang studyante!

tapos tapos.... uh. ayown. masaya parin akong pumasok kahit wala pa sa tamang pagiisip. una sa lahat, (hindi naman sa pagmamayabang) pero... DL ako!!! weeee. ang saya saya. im so proud of me. at pati si mama. for the first time. (ah. di naman) basta. as can remember, medyo ngayon-ngayon lang din siya naproud. hehe.

masaya rin ako dahil nakita ko na uli ang mga nagpapasaya sa araw-araw na pamumuhay ko. sila victorious vanessa, tasty tricia, marvelous marianne, mighty marj at notorious nara. HAHAHAHA. yan ang hindi mo ipagkakait na kasiyahan ng buhay! oh yea. :))

hayy. pero kahit etong pa-petiks-petiks palag kami, sa totoo lang. nafefeel ko na ang stress ng college. kasi nung 1st sem. hindi ko naramdaman yun masyado. (yabang mo pau) HAHAHA. ayown. kaya naghahanda na ko sa more boring professors and more projects. hwaw. i feel like a woman! haha..

ayun palang naman ang aking masasabi tunkol sa pasukan.... Ü
[pau]
4:21 PM | 0 comments
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