.and again.
my ever beloved fone goes. gone. away. please mourn with me. :
so maybe what i did with it was very wrong. this very incident made me realize something. that maybe, material things also do have feelings. like humans.
my 3310, which i think was my 2nd fone. had the exact same experience as this one. sobrang cheap na nga ng mga fone ko kinakawawa ko pa. huhu. poor them (or it?)
sometimes, when we're mad at someone, we tend to throw things. because we want to "just let it out". diba?
for anybosy else's information. i'm that kind of person. i like being physically hurt and physically lettng it out like shouting and punching the walls or whatever they call it, rather that thinking of being emotionally hurt. anyways, o siyempre. kapag galit ako. or may nagtext sken na bwisit. or nagtext ako sa friends ko because i needed comfort but nobody replies, it hurts alot. so the tendency is, to throw that single thing your holding. because I AM MAD. and i want to let it out. hindi mo naman mapipigilan yun eh! its like an involuntary thing. for me. haha.
so there, i have done that alot of times to my poor ol' fone. or in other words, sinasaktan ko siya. at hindi niya na kinaya, it gave up on me. siguro sabi ng fone ko saken, "ako nnga lang nagtitiis sayo di mo pko maalagaan!! anong klase ka magmahal." WUHUHUHUHU. *that sounds extremely familiar* haiun. my fone is now undergoing being dead for the whole day and to follow: the whole week. i am so sad. :(
patawad aking telepono! sana'y maintindihan mo ang
aking kalagayan. patawad!! ika'y magablik! maawa ka!!!
[pau]