as written on: Monday, June 18, 2007
.trying.
(sorry about last post. sooooo emo. yuck.)
since wala parin naman magbabasa nito. (emo parin. HAHAHA.) might as well be open about what ive been feeling recently. i just had a VERY BAD EXPERIENCE last thursday. *im not ready to tell just anyone about it actually* sooo. as i could see it now. phobia comes in. or trauma. what the hell do you want to call it, its fine with me. i cried alot. and i texted two people that i know would be there to come help me. but. sadly. the first one i cried for help. didnt actually come. she ignored me. so there. i cried to three people. namely first: mike, second: mark and third: mama. na umiyak talaga ako ng todo. wow diba.
ok. so enough about that stupid experience. if nobody of these people i will be mentioning here woul be able to read this. then good. pero pag nabasa niyo toh. better. hm. you know what guys. i tried really hard to find a way that we could all meet up and be together. and since i got that day. i was really happy to hear that may possibility padin na magget-together tayo. theeeen. nobody replies. nobody even tells me na "no thanks". just a simple *ignore* SALAMAT A. thats helped alot. i did my best naman to comfort you guys when you were all down. not that im counting. pero simpleng dalawang oras?! how hard could that be?! grabe. and the SOUL that i was expecting to understand this. was actually telling me that i parang she didt do anything wrong. why?! what happened to US? puro nalang ba kayong dalawa?! its unfair. now i know how the other "stupid guy" feels. ahay. whatever. not as if everything i say here would make a difference dun sa friendship or reelationship that we have now. i mean all of us. ALL NINE OF US. everything changes. and the one thing that i hope wouldn't, still did. thats life i guess.
one more thing. i have just the coolest prof in fil. I! HAHAHA. sir.ert. o yea. if id tell you our first 3hrs with him. you would so wish he was your prof! BWAHAHAHA. line for the day (thanks to sir.ert):
"wag ninyo akong tawaging bakla. dahil may pangalan ako."
[pau]
as written on: Sunday, June 17, 2007
.hurt ba.
uh-huh. for some reason. i am hurt that nobody visits my blog! huwaaat?! but then again i realize that nobody would really be intrested actually. and before i started to make this i promised myself that i would never expect anybody to stop by really. harhar. see you around people. :)
as written on: Wednesday, June 13, 2007
.first day.
first day wasn't so bad. and so was 2nd day. hahaha. i got new friends. unang friendly friend ko si kevin. i kinda spent most of the time with him. but thenwe got new set of friendly friends! bait sila lahat. super. specially the very joyful vanessa. aaaaand. the korean nara. ang cute niya super! :) ahaha. i dont have more to say. buuuuut. it went out great. thanks to them. akala ko pa naman i would have a hard time adjusting and stuff. anyways. thats it. more weirdo college moments to come..
[pau]
as written on: Sunday, June 3, 2007
operation outing
8 boys + 3 girls + 1 dad = 12 people / 1 van / 1 car
~ choy, ivan, karl, charlie, pug, mark.A(amul), mark.D(labo), marc.Q(queyquep), pau, joie, zel
we planned this thingy for over 22yrs now. HAHAHA. joke. labo. nah. mga 2weeks ago. and it came out. well.. not quite as expected. lets see..
day#1: "please be at ivan / choys house by 6am"
-dumating kami ng 6:30am. pero si charlie and zel were early. hayup namaaaan! we took the van. waited for mark.D and went to choys house. (kain dapat breakfast.)
-got there by 7am. table: FOOD. lotsa food. rice, adobo, fried chicken, JUNK FOOD, coke, water water water, sandwhiches, bacon, corned beef, hotdog, eggs. too complete! hahaha. it was hilarious. samantalang the day before, we were worried magshshort kami sa food and we wouldnt have enough. apparently, we were wrong.
-we waited. pano ba naman. CHOY forgot to bring their car. how. great? aha. dumating ng 8am and we were on our way.
-road trip that was supposed to be an hour was. aherm.. not actually an hour. THREE HOURS. kamusta namaaaan. traffic, we got lost, we looked for ice. and blablabla. but it was a happy road trip. joie&zel walang magawa kumakanta ng bossa nova like there's no tomorrow. umambon tuloy! buti nawala din.
-finally: 3hrs of heat in the van. (sa side lang namin ni charlie) sun kasi ehh! baaad. we finally arrived! yay.
-11:05am: we unpacked. and got brunch ready (breakfast&lunch. kasi di kami nagbfast). hm. actually "we" was just. me, mark.A, zel and joie. i forgot. the other 6boys. unpacked, dressed up, went out. and had fun! WOW. galing noh?!
-we ate lunch. joie slept. the guys swam.
-pau, zel, mark.A and ivan took pictures and had a great time sight seeing the very beautiful and... black? beach. haha. kidding. it was blue. pero may part na black. wonder why?!
-2:00pm: all the guys were swimming (thats what we thought). labas kami ni zel to the cottage just to find out thaaaat.. they were drinking. at that time! hwaw. hindi na namin malaman kung yung red eyes nile were because of chlorine in the pool ot because they were drunk. afraid i was. ofcourse. if my dad saw that. *kill*
-3:30pm: my dad found out.
-4:00pm: gising na si joie! swim na tres marias. but. dadadadan. galit si dad. we went to swim. then. dad went to the guys and. talked to them. "lesson: know your limitations."
-so they did as said. STOP.
-we ate lunch. joie slept. the guys swam.
-pau, zel, mark.A and ivan took pictures and had a great time sight seeing the very beautiful and... black? beach. haha. kidding. it was blue. pero may part na black. wonder why?!
-2:00pm: all the guys were swimming (thats what we thought). labas kami ni zel to the cottage just to find out thaaaat.. they were drinking. at that time! hwaw. hindi na namin malaman kung yung red eyes nile were because of chlorine in the pool ot because they were drunk. afraid i was. ofcourse. if my dad saw that. *kill*
-3:30pm: my dad found out.
-4:00pm: gising na si joie! swim na tres marias. but. dadadadan. galit si dad. we went to swim. then. dad went to the guys and. talked to them. "lesson: know your limitations."
-so they did as said. STOP.
-6:00pm: dumating na si karl pagkatapos niya ikutin ang buong cavite dahil naligaw ata siya. and then. SUNSET NA! we went to the beach and took pictures. and. aiun nagemo uli si choy. after not eating breakfast, eating one piece of chicken for lunch, and drinking alcohol in the middle of the afternoon while eating cornedbeef. nagsuka na siya. he staye dta the beach until i think 7pm.
-7:00pm. nagalit na sakin. "sabi ko know your limitations. then may nagsusuka. its not funny." uh-oh. nalaman na nagsuka si choy.
-8:30pm. saing na. get the food ready for dinner. usap ako ni mark.A and charlie. to talk to my dad say sorry. so we did. and it got better. (joie: may surprise ako sanyo pagswim natin after dinner) naks naman. :)
-eat dinner na kami. then we swam again. ahay.
-9:15pm: surprise ni joie iiiisss... flashlight! joke. ilaw sa pool. haha. nightw swimming until 12am. midnight swimming na pala. harhar. swimming at night is was fun! grabe. dami nilang alam. synchronized swimming, synchronized diving. tapos daldalan kami. scary stories! sigaw kami ng sigaw lalo na because of that stupid lambat na mukhang white lady na lumulutang nagglow pa! amf. tapo ang bad. they made me pick: scary stories or my love life?! like i have one! doii! haha. nagspin-the-pug sila. sinadyang ituro sakeeen. baaaad. katawa talaga yun. nahipan pa daw ng hangin. haha. :p tapos may kasama pa kaming salagubang at si kerokeropi kermit the frog. nakbantay smen habang nagsswim haha.
-after that. we took a shower. and they got all drunk and weird. KATAKOT SWEAR. i mean, especially tatlo lang kaming babae diba. ahay. crazy.
(literally day#2 na dapat toh)
-around 1:00am: nakabantay ako kay choy kasi he felt sick na. nagsusuka siya all over tha place. yuck. pero liquid lang naman daw yun. so he was dehydrated. panu ba naman! yung mga kinain! gosh. the boys were at the top cottage having all the "fun" they could get.
-2:00am: onti-onti na silang bumababa. nakikigulo smen. naghahanap ng makakakain. whoa.
-3:30am: nasa baba na silang lahat. all smelled like. ewan. alak? parepareho amuy nila! swear.
status. mark.A: matino pa. mak.Q: matino pa. pug: matino din pero tumalon sa pool. ivan: PULA MGA MATA at ikot ng ikot. karl: tulog na. (bakit kayaaaa?). charlie: kung anu-anu na sinasabi sa amin. lalo na sakin. amf yan. tres mrias: kami nalang ang matino pa pero antok na konti. worried e. mark.D: *naiiyak na ko nun a.* kita ko siya nalang magisa sa cottage. i was with joie. tapos kinakausap ko siya pero nkatulala lang siya. waaaaaaaaaaaaaa. tumakbo kami kay charlie then he told me na umakyat ako with him kakausapin daw ako ni mark.D, ako si ewan e. pero umakyat ako. sinampal siya ni charlie! aaaaaa! i couldnt take it. kaya tumakbo na rin ako pababa at sinabi ko kay pug na dalhin na nila sa room. grabe! dinadrag na niya yung feet niya! scary talaga! after nun. kinausap ako ni charlie and ivan. na hindi na nila alam piangsasabi nila lalo na si charlie. ay grabe.
-sa wakas. napatulog na namin yung dalawang pinakabangag. charlie&mark.D tapos tinago na din yung last bottle nila. yay! ahahay.
-4:00am. pug, marc.Q, choy nagswim na uli sa pool. ivan, nakatulog sa labas at pinapak ng lamok. mark.A, zel, pau, joie. hindi daw matutulog. tingintingin sa sky tapos daldalan. nabuo ang motto namin na "stimil ffo". hahaha. hulaan. pero nakatulog din kami at di namin inabutan ang sunrise.
day#2: "uwian na."
-7:30am: gising na kami lahat. hangover-ed boys were around the dining room. haha. lalo na si mark.D. made breakfast. at nahalata namin na lahat sila amuy alak padin. WALANG NAGTOOTHBRUSH?! HAHAHA.
breakfast conversation:
mark.D: uy, ano ba talaga nangyrai kagabi? (himala nagsalita)
mark.A: tol, sinapian ka!
pug: oo tol. nagsasalita ka na ng ibang language!
mark.D: weh? *ngiti*
mark.A: oo. arabo!
HAHAHA. :))
-8:30am. dumating na relatives ni joie. and theeeen. haiun. swimming na uli. HAHAHA. tulak si joie sa pool. blablabla. linis dito linis diyan. gulo dito gulo diyan.
-10:00am: dumating dad ni choy. (yes! may kausap na si dad!)
-11:05am: we were supposed to be on our way. but nooooo. si choy! 11:00am maliligo palang! e ilang oras ba yun naliligo! 1hr kaya. hahaha. so nagantay kami.
-11:05am: we were supposed to be on our way. but nooooo. si choy! 11:00am maliligo palang! e ilang oras ba yun naliligo! 1hr kaya. hahaha. so nagantay kami.
-11:45am. pikcher taking. loading the van. hakot ng pagkain. and. tawanan pa ng madami. tapo00000s.
-12:00pm: goodbye la playa de amor! thank you. :)
-12:00pm: goodbye la playa de amor! thank you. :)
-got at ivans house ng 1:30pm. aaaand. ate jollibee. went home! yay!
thank you Lord. super.
so guys, whatever happened. ahmm. i hope we learned our lessons. especially choy and mark.D! tsktsk. haha. thank you so much, this isn't the first and last after all. haha. :)
as written on: Friday, June 1, 2007
hi people!guess who's excited! i'll tell you.. me! :)
.THE SLACKER.
im not perfect. and i
don't want to be.
"once you read this life, you might be influenced
by it. or you're too safe not to be."
see you around human.
study your heart.
.WATCHING YOU GO.
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